Friends? Or More Than Friends?

Chapter 8

Cameron's POV:
I saw Melody laughing wow she's so beautiful I like her but I can't cuz I will never date her cuz she's 12 & I'm 20 that is just not allowed. I asked her why she was laughing & she said cuz the boys are rushing her laugh was beautiful..

Melody's POV:
Then all of a sudden he grabbed my hand & smiled I smiled back his smile is so perfect we continued walking hand in hand & then he said "jump" & I'm like "huh? What do you mean"? "Like go on my back" "oh ok" so I jump on his back & when I jumped I turned around & saw hayes & he looked pissed I wonder why... We were already at my bus stop & the bus was running late ugh hate that so cameron has to leave before he left he asked for my number so I gave it to him cuz why not lol then he left & when he was leaving hayes glared at him & I went up to hayes & the other boys were behind him & I went & say "hey lazy head overslept much (laughing)" to hayes. Then hayes just rolled his eyes at me like wth who is he to roll his eyes ugh who cares so I turned around but then hayes grabbed my wrist which hurt cuz of my cuts & than turned me towards him so basically we were face to face & then he kissed me oh my god he kissed me he was my ..... First kiss Oml . We pull away & he says "you're mine not Cameron's .... Mine only mine" he whispers the last part & I was speechless & I just blushed & he was smirking & then the boys in the back just whistled & then my bus came I ran & then Hayes just looked upset he probably thinks I didn't like the kiss oh lord but I was confused cuz who is he to say I'm his im not a slave ugh everything is so confusing

Hayes POV:
I kissed melody & called her mine I was so happy but as I saw her face she looked like she didn't like it I was upset but then she left in her bus. I was walking to school with the boys & melody's sister I was mad cuz it looked like cameron likes melody but it wouldn't work out cuz he's to old for her so I'm ok. "So I've been talking to Shawn & he said he wants to come visit is it ok if he comes"? Said nash " Oh I've been talking to daniel he wants to come too is it ok" I said "Oh well you guys have to ask cameron" Matthew said "oh well we will ask him" Nash said "hey lucia do you know why melody didn't like the kiss I gave her" "oh she totally liked it but she either still likes this guy she had a crush on ever since 6 grade or she didn't want her first kiss at 12 year old she said she wanted her first kiss at 13" lucia said "oh my gosh she hasn't gotten her first kiss but she had a boy friend so I thought she had her first kiss already" I said "yeah that's what everybody thought but she said she wanted her first special & at 13 with you but than she changed her mind & she said she doesn't like you I mean she likes you as a friend but more than that Nope" lucia said when she said she doesn't like me more than a friend & that she liked this other guy broke my heart.

Melody's POV:
*at school*
I went to my locker & then I put my stuff away & was walking & people were calling me thot & slut & this one girl that has been my Ememy ever since 6th grade ugh I hate her so much she tripped me & gave me this slutty look ugh I just ran to the bathroom & cry cuz every one was laughing at me & in that moment I just wanted to die I fuckin hate my life so much why do I even live in not worth it everybody hates me & doesn't want me living & i couldn't stop crying

*In the bus*
Everybody was giving me dirty looks & I just tried to hold my tears but I just couldn't I cried & cried & than I got a call it was.....cameron ugh what does he want
Phone call
M:what
C: hey! What happen
M: why
C: your voice sounds like you've been crying
M: why did you call
C: I just wanted to talk but what happen
M: NOTHING HAPPENED
C: you sound like your crying are you ok
M: yes I'm fine it's probably your phone that sound like that
C: oh ok
M: bye
C: wait don't
End of call
I didn't feel like talking to no one I felt so alone lucky I my bus stop was here so I got out of the bus when I was getting off I saw the mirror the bus driver has & my eyes were so red & teary ugh
*off the bus*
I got off & I saw all the boys they had worry faces on ughh " Ik you been crying is it because hayes kissed you" cameron said "no it's nothing ok now leave me alone" I said annoyed " Look melody your eyes are so red tell us why you were crying please" Carter said "why do you guys care JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE" I said crying even more & trying to run but some one lifted me & it was Carter " no we won't leave you alone until you tell us why your crying & you can't run cuz we will catch you" said hayes "find you guys wanna know why" I said crying even more & more " yes tell us please" nash said "ok so my ex send nudes
to everybody in the school saying there were mine but they actually aren't & now the whole school is calling me a Thot & slut & tripping me in the hallways ok happy I told you how leave me alone" I said leaving & crying " Melody wait don't leave it's ok" I heard Carter say " look guys you guys don't have to act like you care it's ok" I say & go inside my home & just text my internet best friend CATHY she really gets me I love her so much I haven't spoken to her but she knows hayes lives where I live

Texting
To Cathy: Hi imysm
From Cathy: omg finally you text me
To Cathy: Ik sorry I've been busy
From Cathy: it's ok
To Cathy: so I texted you to say Ilysm & that I'll never forget you I'll be watching you now bye ilysfm
From Cathy: what? What are you talking about please don't do anything stupid
To Cathy: ily bye
From Cathy: NO MELODY PLEASE STOP😭😭
End of texting
I go on Instagram & post a video saying
Hi every one so I'm just posting this to say bye cuz all of you want me dead so here I go bye ily Cathy & my sisters & family ily guys you know the guys Hayes Nash Cameron Carter Matthew ily all with all my heart & people that think those are my nudes they aren't mine but think what you want ima be dead so Idc now this is what all of you want so I'm giving it to you now bye frfr
End of video
I said all of that while crying but it's worth it cuz I'm not worth it. I was checking the comments & everybody was saying yay she's gonna suicide her self yes there was this other one yay the Thot is gone
I went to the bathroom & cut very deep & drink 2 whole bottles of pills then everything turned back & all I can feel is pain & blood on my hand .

Well hello I'm sorry I haven't updated been busy & my parents took my phone away seriously I've been working on this chapter for the whole July but finally done so I'm thinking of deleting this book cuz no likes or comments or votes so that means no one enjoys so yeah hope you enjoy probably the last chapter cuz ima delete this book cuz no one cares but yeah bye so there might be mistakes sorry it's 2:40am here so I'm supposed to be sleeping so my brain isn't working sorry lol bye now