Dean Winchester Imagines

The phone call

You never had anything against Lisa Braedon but when Dean left to go live with both her and Ben, it broke your heart. Of course part of you was happy for Dean, they general were a cute couple but you had feelings for Dean...and they were strong feelings.

You were going to tell him the day he said he was leaving. That hurt you more. Sam had finally managed to convince you to tell Dean how you feel and you were about to go do it, since you had the confidence at that time, when Dean walked in and straight up said that he was leaving and that he was going to live with Lisa and Ben. You couldn't bring yourself to try and stop him. He had a chance to be happy and get out of this life, there was no way you could ever have tried to stop him.

This one particular night was particularly tough for you. You had had one of your reoccurring nightmares return. The details were what you knew and there was only one person you needed. "Dean!" Your voice croaked out before the realisation that Dean wasn't here anymore pierced you, scaring you more. Dean's voice rang through your mind If you ever need me, just call. No matter what time it is, no matter how busy I am, I will answer the phone and help you when you need me

However, you couldn't bring yourself to call him. As much as your heart ached for you to call him, you couldn't do it, you wouldn't ever do it. He's happy now, he doesn't need you or Sam, it's better this way. You sighed and got up, wrapping a blanket around yourself before making your way to Sam's room, eyes darting around as images of your nightmare reoccurred.

You knocked four times on the door, a code that you and Sam had made. It meant that it was you and you needed help. Sure enough, the door opened not 30 seconds later.

"You alright?" Sam asked, voice rasp. It was obvious he was tired, he was probably about to go to sleep. You shook your head and he let you into his room. You took up your usual space and he sat opposite you. "What's wrong?" He asked.

"I had my nightmare again" You said and Sam nodded his head understandingly. He was aware of your nightmares and the extent of them. "And I wanted Dean..." You whispered and Sam nodded.

Sam understood what you were going through. He also understood why you haven't called Dean like Dean said you should. He was your best friend and understood your choices. "Do you want me to call him?" He asked, to which you shook your head "You know I couldn't part him from Lisa, no matter how much I like him. Not even for 5 minutes would I part them"

"Well, how about this? I call Dean, I tell him you aren't sleeping and that you wont talk to me about what is going on. I say that I know you said to ring if we ever needed you so I need you, because I know you can help Y/n...That way, it's technically not you that is dragging him away from Lisa, it's me" Sam smiled softly when you nodded. "Alright, lets go downstairs and call Dean"

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Sam had called Dean around 45 minutes ago and Dean said he would be here in the next hour. So you both were waiting for Dean to arrive. You'd be lying if you said you weren't nervous. Would Dean even be the least bit pleased to see you? Would be mad that you woke him up? You weren't sure but it made you that much more nervous.

The bunker door opened and both you and Sam looked over to see Dean enter. Sam smiled and you bit back a smile. You looked down at your hands, not wanting anyone to see you as you smiled softly to yourself, your hair masquerading your smile. You heard Sam explain to Dean fully what had happened. You heard foot steps walk towards you and Sam saying he'd give you both space.

"Hey" Dean said softly as he sat beside you "I heard, you alright?" he asked. You shook your head and brought your knees up to your chest. "You want to talk about it?" He asked, to which you shrugged, both Sam and Dean knew you weren't good at expressing your thoughts and feelings.

"Alright then, how about this...We go to your room, lay down on your bed like we usually do and when you feel comfortable enough, we talk about it?" Dean suggested and you nodded. You both made your way to your room and laid down on your bed. Of course, as said, when you were comfortable enough, you talked about it.

However, at one point you had subconsciously started shaking so Dean pulled you into his chest. "I love you Dean..." You whispered, sighing in contempt, not realising that Dean heard you.

"I love you too Y/n, I'm sorry I left. I couldn't tell you how I felt so I've been using Lisa to try and get over you. It's wrong of me but I never thought you'd feel the same" Dean said. You looked up at him and closed the gap between you two, kissing Dean gently, to which he kissed back.

Once he explained everything to Lisa and said he was leaving, she was understanding and respected his choices before carrying on with her life. You and Dean were happily together and Sam was happy for the two of you. You were so glad that Sam made that phone call.