Dean Winchester Imagines

Empty pt2 - too kind to me

Y/n hurried through the woodland area. She didn't know if they had already found the note and if they were already coming after her but she wasn't taking any chances. She didn't want to leave, of course she didn't, and she knew she will regret it more if they found her but she just felt that Dean deserved better...Someone who could wait, could deal with the terms that occurred with the two but she just couldn't.

Maybe she needed to start hunting again. Try to take her mind off of Dean. Never the less he will always reoccur in her mind and surely enough, the supernatural will also bring it up. Pushing those thoughts out of her mind for the time being, she pressed forward.

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A little while later, Y/n made it to the nearby motel. Sure, it was risky, but she definitely needed a rest. She paid for a room for the night, got her key and made her way to the room. She put her bag on the floor and fell down onto the bed. She turned over and stared up at the ceiling.

Was this the right thing to do? She wondered I mean, it's unfair on both Sam and Dean. They both deserve better than me... Y/n sighed and sat up and got herself a coffee before beginning some research for a case to take her mind off of things.

In the middle of research, her thoughts were interrupted by a knock at the door. She grabbed her gun and cocked it before making her way to the door. She opened it, eyes widening when she saw Sam and Dean stood before her.

Dean turned around "Y/n!" he sighed in relief and picked her up in a bear hug, like he once did with Kevin. "I'm so glad that you're safe" All the while Y/n remained silent, both in shock and out of guilt. "We can talk about the note later alright? We both just want you home" Y/n nodded and immediately began to pack her things.

Once everything was in the impala and the room keys were returned, everyone got into the impala. Sam and Dean in the front and Y/n in the back.

During the whole drive back, which was only 15 minutes, Y/n kept her gaze on her hands, a guilty aura emitted from her, making Dean look in the rear-view mirror every chance he got.

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Upon their return to the bunker, Sam and Dean immediately got out of the impala and grabbed Y/n's belongings, carrying them inside.

They're too kind to me Y/n thought, remaining in the impala, not wanting to get out just yet. She saw Dean walk towards her and he opened the car door. Y/n got his hint and moved over, him sliding in afterwards.

"Y/n, I don't blame you for leaving. You know I care a lot about you and I don't want you to get hurt. But promise me that if you ever feel like this, please talk to me, or Sam about it. Don't just leave. It hurts when you just leave like this. Sammy and I are here for you, no matter what" Dean stroked her cheek and noticed a tear slip down her cheek. He wiped it away before pulling her into his arms. "talk to me" he said softly

"Y-you and Sam are too kind to me" She sobbed "I-I leave like that a-and you both j-just welcome me with o-open arms...I-I don't d-deserve it" She sniffled and wiped her eyes before pulling away.

"You both are just so kind to people like myself, I don't deserve it. I regretted leaving the moment I left the door but I thought you deserved better, hell I still think you do. What I did was unfair on the two of you and for that I truly am sorry" She looked at Dean through it all before looking back at her hands.

Dean gently placed two fingers under her chin and lifted her face, making her look at him "We don't deserve better, because you are the best we can get. Even ask Sam, he'll agree. We both love you, Sam in a more sibling way but we do love you. Just promise not to leave like that, okay?" He smiled softly and she nodded in agreement.

Dean leaned forward and kissed Y/n. She kissed back and after a couple of minutes of kissing, they both went back into the bunker, where they stayed. No one left and everything remained great and good.