Dean Winchester Imagines

I'm sorry Dean

"I can't do this anymore Dean" You said as you stood in front of Dean, your bag slung over your shoulder.

"What do you mean 'you can't do this anymore'? Do what anymore?" He asked.

"I can't be a hunter anymore" You looked down as you said it.

"W...why?" He looked at you, shock riddling his face.

"I'm not like you. I can't constantly look at people in danger and immediately be able to save them, everything gets logged in my brain and I can't help but think about it all the time and be thankful that it isn't me. It sounds horrible but I cannot just push it away. And i feel so bad for those that it happens to...I just can't keep doing this" You readjusted your bag, avoiding eye contact with Dean.

"Y/n...Surely we can talk about this" He tried to negotiate with you but you couldn't do this, it would hurt like hell to leave Dean behind but you couldn't think of an alternative, you wouldn't ask him to come with you, that would be too selfish.

"I'm sorry Dean. I want to stay with you, i really honestly do but I can't deprive you from this job and I can't stay...It's not something I can do anymore" you made your way to the door but Dean grabbed hold of your arm.

"Please don't go" he pleaded as you tried to get your arm out of his grip. You turned and kissed him passionately but pulled away too soon for your liking. You felt tears falls down your face as you turned away from Dean, leaving him behind to hunt without you.

It pained you so much to leave him but you couldn't do it anymore. You were just too uncomfortable for it all. You knew that you couldn't go back to a normal as a demon or something would most likely come looking for you but you knew that you would protect yourself, just not hunt.

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Sorry It's short