Fourteen

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    Sin felt like ice and breath was the only heat coming from the inside. Lydia laid awake on the floor, naked. She was confused as to why she had no clothes. All of a sudden she felt a sharp pain in her lower abdomen. What had happened to Lydia? She looked down to see her stomach turn black. "HELLLPPPP ME!!!" She screamed loudly until a guard ran into her room. "Whats wrong?!" She looked down and saw nothing but her pale skin. "Cmon! you're coming with me!" He helped her up and wrapped her with her blanket. 

   Days had went by. Weeks felt like months. Lydia sat in the same white room since the day she had a panic attack. She just stared at her pale feet. her toenails have not been touched. So, the black nail polish was peeling off. As she sat still she could hear the voices calling her name. She became numb to the voices and just sat there. 

     "This bitch is crazy. I've already had to sedate her mate!" The guard for letter A building came walking down the disciplinary hall to Lydia's room. "Anyways.. tell Lisa I said hey! and call me back later. Bye!" He opened up the door slowly. "Number 6684 stand up!" Lydia stood up slowly and walked towards him. "If you be a good girl you will get to go home." "Yeah tell that to the other hundreds of retarded people in this hospital!" She laughs in his face. He walked beside her silently. 

Memories......

 "Lydia! I swear you are the only person that can make me smile." Sam kicked her feet against the sand to go higher in the sky. Lydia sat still on her swing and watched Sam fly. "Sam you're the only reason I stay alive." Lydia mumbled under her breathe. The sun was at its highest and the birds chirped the loudest. It seemed as if that day was the day everything would align. Sam stopped herself and ran to the lake she had in her backyard. As she was running she started taking off her clothes. "Lydia come on!!! Let's swim!" Lydia smiled and ran to join her best friend. As they jumped into the cool water nude, they laughed together. 

   Laying next to each other felt like peace and a river. A flowing water that kept going. Lydia cupped Sam's face and kissed her lips. Sam's eyes widened but grew comfortable with it. Even though they were not homosexual it was fun to kiss each other's lips late at night. As if they were both high, they felt at ease. Lips were cold like ice but bodies were warm as a cozy fire place. They sat on the bed fully clothed making out. It was good.


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