{Brooke's pov}
I walk into school. Shit. I slump my shoulders and watch the floor as I walk, I tug on the sleeves as I walk. Maybe if I think I'm invisible they won't see me.
"Slut." I heard someone mumble.
Just keep walking. I told myself. 7 more hours. I can do this. I reassured myself. Walking faster. I finally made it to first period. Math. I went to my seat and sat down, the guy who sat in front of me was my crush. He was super hot, he was amazing at soccer and he was always nice to me, and he was much better than most of his friends. He would even apologize when they would tease me. Right when I sat down he turns around.
"Hey, Brooke!" Reed said, smiling.
"Hi," I said, making eye contact but soon breaking it.
"Are you okay? You look sad." He asked furrowing his brows, dropping his smile.
"I'm fine," I said tugging on my sleeves, looking down.
"Okay," He said, he obviously understood that I was lying. But he also understood not to push it. He just turned back around.
The rest of the day was shit.
I mean of course it was. It's school. Words of bullies echoed in my mind.
Slut. Bitch. Fuck you. Kill yourself!
Over and over. I just want my mind to shut up! No! I need to stay, for the boys. For Ryland. Fuck! I just want to die!
When the final bell rang I couldn't get out faster enough. I put in my ear buds, turning up Tear in my Heart- Twenty One Pilots. I skated to the garage, not because I wanted to smoke or drink. I needed a get away.
"Brooke! Good to see you!" Someone yelled from the corner. I didn't bother to look. I just went inside. I ran upstairs to a bedroom. I locked the door, I sat in the middle of the room. I closed my eyes. Letting the music drown out my thoughts.
Hello there.
The angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
I turned up my music. Falling back on to the hard cold floor. I just laid there. Waiting. Not for someone or something, but for a reason. A reason out of the blue. My phone buzzed I ignored it for a while then I looked at it.
Liz- Love, it's time for you to come home.
Me- ok
I got up and walked out of the house. Not saying anything to anyone. I just left. I got home and walked inside.
"You went back didn't you?" Liz asked the second I was in the door. I shrugged. "She would have come by now if she could have. You can't keep doing this to yourself. Please Brooke, we need you." Liz said, looking me in the eyes. I just shook my head. Liz sighed. I went up stairs to my bedroom.
{Evan's POV}
Broke went straight upstairs when she got here. I waited a couple minutes. Then I followed her up. I quietly opened the door. Brooke was laying in the middle of the room, eyes closed, ear buds in. She was waiting for her. But she wasn't coming. And everyone was too afraid of what would happen to Brooke if we told her, where Emily was.
{Brooke's Pov}
"WE MISS YOU BRROOOKKEE!!" The boys screamed through their side of the phone.
"Yeah, me too" I mumbled, then I handed the phone back to Liz, and ran up stairs. I grabbed out my phone, and texted Leah.
Me- Hey! Wanna come over?
Leah- Yeah sure, can you help me with Science? This assignment is too hard 😿
Me- Sure, just hurry!
Leah- On my way now!
I locked my phone and flopped down on the bed.
Six days till the boys come home. In other words, I have 6 days until Luke and Leah are Leke and spending every possible moment together. FUCK YOU LUKE! Why the fuck did you think it was okay to date my BEST FUCKING FRIEND?!? At this point, I probably should text Haley, but I don't. I love her, but she isn't what I need right now. (A/n- IM SORRY HALEY!! I LOVE YOU)
Leah walked into my room about 20 minutes later.
"Hey!" She said smiling sitting next to me.
"Hi" I said staring at the wall.
"What's wrong?" She said sighing.
"Nothing"
"TELL MEE" she pleaded.
"Maybe it's the fact that I only have 6 days till you go off and hang out with FUCKING Luke 24/7 and I WILL NEVER GET TO SEE YOU!" I say furrowing my brows.
"Wow um okay. Chill out. A) Why are you acting like you hate Luke? He's practically your brother. B) your not going to loose me." She said, placing her hand on my cheek, making me turn my head. Forcing eye contact between us. "Yes Luke is coming home, and I want to spend time with him, but I don't want to have that pull away from time with you. I love both of you guys so so much. You two just have to learn how to share me. And I have to learn how to spend time with both of you in the same place." She said, I only nodded my head. I didn't believe this lie she was telling me. Everyone would always choose Luke. Simply because Luke is so much better than me. And better than I'll ever be. She hugged me anyway.
~Flash Back~
"So Emily, did you just move here?" Micheal asked.
"Yeah, well kinda. My dad was working in the United States for 2 years and we are just now getting back."
Micheal nodded.
"HEY BROOKE HOWS THAT GUY?!?" Calum yelled from the kitchen. I felt my face flush red.
"Ummmm...I...I...h...h...he's f...f...fine" I stuttered.
"What guy?!?" Luke yelled pausing Mario cart and turning to look at me.
"Oh, just the one the walked Brookey home from school yesterday!" Calum said smirking at me.
"What?!? Brooke is he being serious right now!"
Luke yelled. I grabbed Emily's hand, and took up off up the stairs.
"Emily is hot!" I heard Miley say as me and her were about half way up the stairs.
"Hey Micheal! Keep your balls in your own pants" I yelled at him. I heard the rest of the boys start laughing.
~Flashback Over~
" I love the boys, and I miss them like crazy. But something tells me everything is going to change when they get home" I sighed pulling back from Leah, she just nodded. Mumbling something to herself.
{Leah's pov}
"Only if you find out where Emily is" I mumbled as quietly as possible.
A/N-WHERE IS EMILY?!?
~With Love
Ivy <3
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Because She's Gone||By:IvyG123
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