{Emily's POV}
"IF YOU TELL ANYONE I WILL MAKE SURE BROOKE DOESN'T LIVE TO SEE ANOTHER DAY!" He yelled making me flench, I was backed into the corner. He lunged forward, grabbed my jaw and squeezing it. "Now go up stairs and strip." he said through gritted teeth. I shook my head, he slapped my cheek.
"STRIP!" He yelled at me "Or I'll start with Haley." he growled through gritted teeth. I didn't want him to hurt Haley, I didn't want him to hurt Brooke, it was hopeless. I didn't rebel anymore and I turned and walked up the stairs.
{Brooke POV}
"Has anyone heard from Emily?' I asked nervously, I was starting to panic I hadn't heard from her all day.
"Nope" the boys said in sync.
"Lets go to the bar." Luke offered.
"No I'm waiting to here back from Emily." I said firmly. I wasn't leaving until she got home.
"Alright, can we watch a movie or something till she gets here then?" Calum asked adjusting his blanket.
"Sure." I shrug.
"I hate that David guy. He looks like trouble" Michael pouted scrolling through his phone.
"Michael you have been stalking him for like an hour. Just give up already." Ashton said attempting to take Michael's phone but failing.
"I don't trust him. I mean seriously who dates 6 girls in 6 months? He broke up with all of them, I don't trust him." Michael stated continuing to search through his phone.
"MICHAEL! you aren't dating her anymore, you don't have that control! Now quit acting like a jealous ex girlfriend." Calum snapped slapping his knee. Michael just looked at the floor. Calum was right, Michael didn't have that control any more. I looked around the room, Jess was snuggled into Ashton, Leah was tucked into Luke, I was sitting next to Calum, Michael was on the other side of Calum.
"Thanks guys." I said looking around the room, everyone snuggled together in fuzzy blanckets.
"For what love?" Jess asked looking at me.
"For family, I mean y/n was all I really had left after Jake. But I mean for me, this is what family is." I said smiling looking over at Ashton, I know he would understand what I meant. Calum just pulled me into a cuddle, Michael cuddling us from behind Calum, I didn't even try to fight them. Family, but I felt like someone else was supposed to be here, someone important.
{Emily POV}
I blinked as a single tear fell from my eye.
"YOU ARE SO FUCKING WEAK!" David yelled at me, kicking me once again, I clutched my side the pain tearing through my body like a virus. He reached down and grabbed my arm, squeezing it. I winced at the pain, he was practically grabbing my bones, I mean I had barely eaten in what a month? He pulled me up roughly and threw me on the bed. He grabbed a pack of cigarettes he pulled out one and lit it, as he continued to yell at me, each word was like stabbing a wound over and over again, each time getting deeper. "GET OUT! GET THE FUCK OUT!" He screamed, I grabbed my clothes and ran out of the room, I put my clothes on in the hall way then I sprinted to my car, tears rushing down my face.
I scrambled for my phone in my purse. I couldn't tell anyone, if I told he would hurt Haley or Brooke, I wasn't going to let him touch them. I finally found my phone and checked my texts, there was about a million from Brooke asking me to come over, I couldn't show her how I looked tonight, so I just went to my appartement. I kept thinking about how I had spent the last month with some abusive man all because I had left Mikey. Oh god Mikey. Once I got to my apartment I was crying I ran inside. I walked over to my closet and pulled out a journal of mine, I flipped to the first open page.
Dear Journal,
Mikey, I'm so sorry, you were the best thing that had ever happened to me, I want you to come and save me. Hold me tight once again. Ashton told me that you miss me. Do you still have the Green Day shirt that I stole from Brooke? Or did you give it back? Most of the time I have to sleep in your sweater, like just to sleep, which I barely do anymore. I want to tell you I love you. I keep craving you, but you will never know that. But I guess this is love, in my dream you are always there, we are still happy, but who knows? I hate my damn imagination, it hurts that you aren't holding onto me. You have probably moved on from me by now.
Hate, Emily
I closed the diary, I grabbed Michael's sweater from my closest, I slipped it on. Tears still streaming down my face.
I walked into the bathroom, I grabbed my razor blade from under the sink, I closed my eyes as I sliced into my wrist, I kept going. I watched the blood drip off my wrist. A tear dripped off of my cheek and hit one of the many open wounds.
"Ahhhhhh" I said grabbing my wrist looking up, "fuck." I mumbled, I reached for the toilet paper roll, I tore some off and used it to cover up my wrist. My cat came in the bathroom, she looked at me. And when she saw how I was crying she jumped up on the bathroom counter. She walked across the counter and started rubbing up against my face.
Every now and then she reached out her paw and touched my cheek, I think she was trying to stop the tears.
"Hi lovey." I whispered to her, she stopped and meowed at me then continued. Michael loved Fifi, when ever he came over he would look for her then pick her up and carry her around like a purse dog. She didn't mind though because she loved Michael. Fifi jumped down onto my lap and curled up in it, her face buried into the sweater.
"I miss him too Fifi." I said throwing away the bloody toilet paper and petting Fifi, I picked her up and walked over to the bed, I reached for my phone.
Brooke- where the fuck are you?
Me- home.
Brooke- I TRIED TEXTING YOU ALL NIGHT!!
Me- sorry i left my phone at home, I was with David.
Brooke- oh, well you missed family movie night
Brooke- again.
Me- sorry love, I just can't be around Michael like that, I miss him too much. I would do something stupid.
Brooke- don't be an idiot, please just show up next week.
Me- I'll try, maybe we could all go out of something? You know give the boys a chance to meet David?
Brooke- I doubt Michael would be able to be around him for 5 seconds, but I'll ask.
Me- okay, thanks love. Sleep well!
Brooke- goodnight darling
I was praying Michael would say yes, because of Michael saw me, maybe he could see that something was really wrong. But lord knows what goes through his mind, all I know is I miss him more then I miss me.
A/N- I HATE THIS CHAPTER I FEEL LIKE IT SUCKED
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Because She's Gone||By:IvyG123
Fanfiction"Ashton, she wouldn't have wanted for you to live like this" "Then she shouldn't have left" Ashton hasn't been the same since you left him. The boys are really starting to worry. Is Ashton too far gone to be saved? Or is there still hope?
