{Emily's POV} [1 week later]
"Michael stop, please." I said pushing a drunk Michael Clifford off of my chest, boobs, once again.
"C'mon bbbaaabbbbbeeee" Michael pleaded looking up at me.
"MICHAEL I ALREADY TOLD YOU NO! ASK AGAIN AND I'M LEAVING AND NOT COMING BACK!" I yelled frustratedly, typically I didn't have to deal with drunk Michael, but Drunk Luke, Drunk Calum, and least Drunk Ashton had called me and told me to watch Michael and make sure that he got to bed, and so far he has gotten to bed, but he won't let me leave. And he keeps asking me to ride him all night, but he's drunk, and I have made an oath to myself never to have sex with someone who was drunk, its just wrong.
"you wouldn't leave." Michael said rolling his eyes. "c'mob babe, if you riding me makes you uncomfortable just sit on my face so I can taste how good you are." He pleaded, I know he's drunk out of his mind, but still he knows how I feel about sex ever since my uncle raped me its been different. I felt the tears burning the back of my eyes, I knew what I had to force myself todo.
"YOU KNOW WHAT! FUCK YOU MICHAEL! YOU ARE SUCH AN ASSHOLE! I SAID NO, MICHAEL! I TOLD YOU I WOULD LEAVE! SO WATCH ME!" I yelled getting up from the side of the bed.
"WHAT THE FUCK EMILY! CHILL OUT!" He yelled back sitting up.
"CHILL?!?! CHILL??!! ARE YOU SERIOUS?!?! YOU KNOW WHAT MICHAEL?!?! YOU WANT TO FUCK SOMEBODY GO FUCK YOURSELF!! I CAN'T BELIEVE I WASTED ALMOST 2 FUCKING WORTHLESS YEARS WITH YOU! YOU ARE AN ASSHOLE! I HOPE GETTING DRUNK WAS WORTH LOOSING ME!" I screamed back at him, tears threatening to pour out of my eyes like a dam breaking.
"WHERE ARE YOU GONNA GO?!?! YOU ALWAYS LEAVE!! YOU ALWAYS FUCKING LEAVE!!! WHEN WAS THAT? LAST WEEK YOU WERE SAYING HOW MUCH YOU LOVED ME?!?!" He screamed back, his words hitting my heart like silver daggers.
"Maybe thats because I didn't know what love was." I said turning grabbing my keys and heading towards the front door. Just as I reached the door I felt a tight grip on my wrist.
"please don't." He whispered with intent, I couldn't even look at the sick bastard. He tightened his grip on my wrist, as I tried to twist out of his grip.
"let go Michael, you're hurting me" I whined as tears escaped from my eyes, he immediately let go. And I turned and walked out the door, not even looking back. Tears rushing down my face. I got in the car and drove home, crying as hard as I had ever.
(a/n- I cried writing that part [and the next one])
{Michael's POV} [next day]
let go Michael, you're hurting me... you're hurting me... you're hurting me...you're hurting me. Her words ringing over and over in my head, I laid on my couch staring at the ceiling. The only thought in my head was her words. I heard a knock on the door, I didn't move, I heard another one, still didn't move. After like 100 knocks I finally got up and drug my feet to the door. I opened it, the sun was bright it practically blinded me.
"Alright, you shouldn't be this hung over." I heard Luke say stepping past me.
"Or still in last nights clothes." Calum added.
"or at home alone. Where's Emily?" Ashton questioned. I just walked back over to the couch.
"She left." I said my voice raspy.
"What?!?!" Calum asked shocked.
"We got in a fight last night, and she left. And its all my fault" I said laying back down on the couch.
"What did you two fight about?" Ashton asked quirking his head.
"I tried to get her to... and she said no... but I didn't stop... and she left." I barely said, I chocked up on every other word. Tears streamed down my face. "I SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE THAT!" I yelled at myself. "She used to talk about how scared she was of her father and uncle, I used to tell her I would never be like them. But I was so much worst." I croaked my throat burning like I had swallowed a lit match, my eyes stung from the tears, my mouth was salty like I had gotten a mouth full of salt water at the beach.
YOU ARE READING
Because She's Gone||By:IvyG123
Fanfiction"Ashton, she wouldn't have wanted for you to live like this" "Then she shouldn't have left" Ashton hasn't been the same since you left him. The boys are really starting to worry. Is Ashton too far gone to be saved? Or is there still hope?
