her last words ; lrh [ old ]

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her last words // l.h

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3/8/

the fourth of august. shit.

so um...

yesterday was back to school for me after the you knew what.

all day i could feel people's eyes on me no madder where i went, but no one bothered me.

tiffany wasn't at school which i'm kinda thankful for.

it's reece's (half time break) obviously i'm sitting be myself.

hannah's pov

"hannah..." i snap my head and look over to my side. luke.

"um." he sits down next to me, i start to think about yesterday.

"luke. i know you hate me and shit but can you just bully me or whatever you do to me next week." i say seriously looking at my lap.

"that's what i wanted to talk about." he says sitting a little closer to me.

"you wanna know why i do all this shit to do?" he questions i just nod letting him continue.

"okay so when i was thirteen and i didn't go to this school... i- i was bullied." wait luke got bullied but why how.

to be honest but how could some one bully this face. wait that's weird.

"anyway i won't bore you why i was bullied and i'm sure your kinda shocked or you just don't wanna listen but you need to... so stay." i can't move i don't know why i feel like i need to know what's going on.

"so why i 'bully' you is because i felt like some one needed to know how it feel." he sighs. "but after a a while it got to far and i didn't care about anything anymore."

"so, the reason i'm tell you this is because. everyone's loved no madder what everyone's happy but only in the own ways. hannah i'm so sorry i've done all of this to you it kinda hurts to know i'm making some one hurt themselves." i started to tear up a little and so did luke. but how dose he know i hurt myself?

"how do you know?"

"gorgeous i know everything." that's when he got up and left.

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i can't stop think... why is luke helping me now.

"hannah!" ️what.

"answer please!" shit what's going on. oh yeah i'm in bloody class.

*bing*

unknown: it's the 19th century.

who the hell is texting me.

"um the 19th century." my teacher looks shocked.

me: who's this?

unknown: look up.

as i look up i see luke 'smiling' at me.

me: how did you get my number??

before he answer i quickly add him into my contacts.

Luke: ha i have my ways darling... now pay attention in class. bad girl.

i kinda laugh at his last message and put my phone away.

after another twenty minutes class is finally over, as i walk out of the class some one bloody pushed me into the wall.

"ha slut, oh yeah stay away from luke no one takes him away from me fucker!" some one giggles, i don't even have to look who it is to know its of course... tiffany.

"hannah are you okay, she's such a bitch." this time i don't know who it is. it's eva.

"need help?" she giggles i nod and take her hand as she helps me up.

i don't even need to do anything she just lifts me up as if i'm a feather.

"shit your so lite." she says letting go of my hand, i can feel she's looking at me.

"can i ask something?" i nod.

"are you anorexic?" i sigh in her question now it's obvious.

"do you really wanna know the answer." i say looking down at my feet.

"i am just please don't tell anyone. what am i kidding you'll tell everyone." she looks hurt when i look up at her.

"she that's where your wrong i'm changing i don't wanna be known as the bully of the school that's horrible." she seem so serious.

"sorry but i need to go." i run and run until i'm into the girls bathroom.

at this point of time i really need a blade.

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i don't wanna stay at school i need to go home and think.

and that's exactly what i did.

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this book is gonna be ending at Chapter 20-30 and your gonna kill me at the end of story i pretty sure I'm gonna cry writing it.

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