her last words ; lrh [ old ]

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her last words // l.h

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hannah's pov

it's been one month...

one whole month that i've been with luke.

one whole month i haven't harmed myself

one whole month that i haven't skipped a mean.

this has been the best month of my life and you know what i love life.

people at school now treat me right and tiffany moved schools after people were telling her off because they knew about her telling me to you know.

"lukey? i'm hungry can you please get me a cupcake." i say leaning into his chest, he smells so good.

"sure girly." luke helps me with all of this drama shit and it's amazing to know you have someone to help you i also have meant another person well i haven't actually meet them i talked to them off Twitter.

(made up username) sadlittlegirl._: thanks so much you've been amazing i'm almost two weeks cleans and i've been eating.

(made up user) sadwolfgirl: oh my god that's amazing i'm a month clean yesterday it's amazing to feel happy again.!

this girl I've be been talking to us the nicest person i've ever talked to.

sadlittlegirl._: hey i gtg talk latter tho bye xx

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tomorrow we've got school, luke went home an hour ago my mum and sister are out.

*bing*

unknown: bitch you think i forgot about you. you reined my chance with luke i wanted up to live happy ever after but no you had to come in the picture slut!

no one's been mean to me in one month that's why i've been so strong but now everything is coming back to me.

all the hate

all the- the memories.

why didn't i die thoughS first two times why. why didn't i.

unknown: also bitch maybe check out the front there's a surprise for you

i know i'm gonna reject looking out the window but i do anyway-

luke luke is kissing tiffany!

that's when i broke down and started crying.

"i thought you loved me." i scream i walk over to the front door and scream again "i thought you loved me!"

he pushed Tiffany away and looked hurt.

"no hannah it's not what you think i- i."

"can't think of excuse." i cut him off going back inside locking the door behind me.

i know you should never cut over a boy but it's not just that all the voices are coming back yelling at me.

unknown: sorry but i told you, your to worthless for him. he deserves me not your fucked up ass.

me: you want me dead yeah tiffany.?

unknown: yeah that would make everyone's life so much easier. here i'll tell you why you need to be dead.
1. no one actually likes you
2. your a fat hoe
3. your so stupid
4. ugly!
i could go for longer but i don't wanna waste my time on some one like you! DIE BITCH HA.

after i was finished reading i though my phone hard at the wall it actually put a whole in the wall and my phone smashed into little pieces.

honestly this is actually it i'm fucken tired of being the ugly friend the dumb ass that no one likes.

but before i do kill myself i need to text some one.

sadwolfgirl: hey beautiful!

sadlittlegirl._: oh hey. What's up?

sadwolfgirl: i need you tell you something.

i texted her telling her what i was doing she replied and told me not to but it was to late i was already grabbing the pills from under the sink.

my phone was going crazy.

before i die i want the world to know what it's done to me.

i turn my camera on.

"hello. just wanted to say..."

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i finished the video and posted it 20 minutes ago people are telling me not to do anything stupid i posted a link on it on my Instagram and Twitter.

people are pretty much commenting the same thing.
'Don't do it' 'no stop'

all that shit. I could hear banging on the door but i just out a whole bunch on random shit in front of it.

i wrote a note to my sister and all the people i love, i actually want my life to end it needs to end life will be better if it dose.

at this moment i hold about 18 pills all in head. "wanna see a magic trick?" i say to myself crying even more.

"i can make these disappear and i can too watch this." i say putting them into my month all at once.

"good bye you watched up world!"

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oh my god do you guys actually think she's gone or?

second update today yay I'm giving shout outs to some amazing accounts on the last chapter:)

i'm gonna cry omg, sorry im not very good at details but yeah sorry. books ending soon holy fuck ithink it's like 2 chapters or something
-Pizza