her last words ; lrh [ old ]

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her last words // l.h

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hannah's pov

i can hear beeping?

oh no i'm back in the hospital. great.

"yes she may have to be put in rehab." what.

i can hear crying from like six different people..

"Hannah you beautiful angel why?" i hear a deep voice say.

i try opening my eyes and i actually could unlike last time.

"oh hannah you okay." it's luke. he put his arms around my whole body and held me for about a minute.

"why." i hear another deep voice say, i look over to see calum his eyes are all red and puffy.

"calum are you okay."

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i've explain everything that's happening in my head and it wasn't easy i kept crying.

"can i talk to you alone?" luke asks sitting on the bed with me.

"guys get out please." i say as everyone exists the room. "so what's up."

"why did you try it again, you didn't explain why you did it again." i didn't and i was hoping no one would ask.

"i wasn't meant to but i don't know luke it's hard and i just wanna be fucken dead, WHY CANT I JUST DIE." i say getting up while balling my eyes out.

"hannah? shh it's okay you don't wanna be dead to many people love you for you to be dead." only if that was true.

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my mom conferenced the hospital not to put me in rehab which i'm never happy for.

at the moment me and my mum are driving luke home, his mum was busy and couldn't pick him up.

"hannah?"

"yes luke." i say leaning my head on his chest.

"look at me for sec." i do what he says and wait for him to say something but he just leans in and kisses me.

HOLY CRAP!

we probably stayed in that kiss for about two minutes, wow his lips are so soft but cold.

as he pulled away he started to talk again.

"Hannah. will you- be my- girlfriend?" oh my fuck, I've dreamed about this day but i never knew it would be real.

i know i shouldn't totally trust him but hey it's worth a shot plus my life.

"yes- yes ill be your girlfriend."

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aw how cute.

ending soon omg your gonna kill me and i'm very scared of _jessie5soslrh because i think she's actually gonna kill me haha lol.

bye xx -Pizza