My thoughts are clouded and so is my judgement as I lye in bed that night being haunted to know that there's a little person who now completely depends on me and it's father inside of me.
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I 've finally decided that I'm going to keep it and I'm on my way to see Sandy to tell her why and what I'm doing.
I reach the small café that I used to work in and walk in finding Sandy at the end in a window booth looking out at the traffic that is rush-hour.
"Hey" she says as I approach and she sees me.
"Hey" I say as I sit down and take a seat.
There's a comfortable silence between us as we both stare out of the window for what seems like hours but really for only a couple of minutes.
"So..." she says.
"Ye, How have you been?" I ask trying to avoid the question she was just going to pop.
"Oh you know the usual" she says. Tense silence still lingering in the air and then she drops it.
"Anna I can't cope are you or are you not?"
I take a deep breath suddenly feeling like I've been caught off guard but clearly knowing this was coming.
"I'm Pregnant" I say my voice shaking.
"Oh dear. Are you happy?" she asks and I can tell by her face that she's not disappointed or sad in fact she seems happy.
"Ye I think so. But I've decided not to tell Mat" I say as everything that I've been thinking about over the past couple of days has now spilled out.
"Oh Honey. You can't just not tell him, he is the father after all and he deserves to know"
"But he doesn't care he likes Jessica"
"Honey as I've explained he doesn't like her properly he was overwhelmed by her coming back and he finally got over her. Dear he doesn't like her he likes you now you need to get that out of your head about him and her. That was ages ago and he's moved on. Now you need to. He's not spoken or seen Jessica since the day you stormed out and he's been asking me to call you but I've declined" She finishes and I can't believe he's been asking about me.
"Are you sure?" I ask.
"Oh I am sure honey. I was right about that top wasn't I?"
"Ye, he loved it"
"Told you. He confides in me for everything, Anna and I think he needs to see you so that you and him can work it out and get this little thing in here" she puts her hand down to my stomach as she says this "sorted out and what you want to do"
"Okay. I'll see him when I'm ready and don't tell him when or if I am coming. But I'm not coming until I'm ready. Okay" I say in a warning tone.
"Okay but don't leave it to late, Anna and I mean it" she says with the same warning tone as I used then hugging me then going our separate ways along the street.
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It's been 5 months and I haven't talked to Sandy about the baby again and she respects my decision that I'm not ready yet. Although I am nearly 7 months (I was already 2 months when I went to see Sandy in the café). All I've talked to her about is Johanna and other things to do with Mat, although he's not been brought up a lot.
Johanna knows that I'm having a baby and she's delighted at the fact she's going to be an auntie. My mum on the other hand is less than thrilled that her 16 soon to be 17 year old daughter is pregnant with a 18 year olds baby.
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