Cinderella

Decisions, second thoughts and unsure

After thinking long and hard about the matter that had been planted in my brain for the last week, I had finally decided I would tell Jake about the dance.

It was a massive decision for me. It took a lot of thought and my conscience battling it out on either sides.

I have come to the conclusion that if he feels the same way I do and is happy about it being with me then great. No wait. Amazing, that would truly be the best thing to happen.

However, if he said that he didn't feel the same way. Well, let's just say it'll be both heart-breaking and extremely awkward.

But why not be out there once in a while.

I'll never know the conclusion unless I go for it, and go for it I will.

I can't help but smile because I feel like there is a surge of power in me, that no one can take away from me.

I decided that the next time that I would see Jake, I would ask to speak to him alone and tell him everything.

I was heading out the door when someone stepped in the way. Not just anyone but the terrible two, stood in front of me blocking my way.

"Where are you going?" One says.

"I know you aren't smart, but really. That's low for you. I. Am. Going. To. School." I replied smugly.

"Oh so you think you know everything." She hissed. "Well, if you think you can get away with being Jake's mystery girl you're wrong. Why would he want a girl like you? It makes me laugh that you'd think that you had a chance with him. I mean really why would he want the orphaned, nerdy, ugly, friendless girl. Over someone like me. I am beautiful, talented and just amazing overall. It's obvious he would pick me over you any day, he has brains. He's not stupid."

And at that moment, I knew that I would never tell Jake.

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Sorry guys for the super late publish. I promise I will start being more frequent when I release new chapters. Thanks for reading x