Today I turned 21. We finally gave ourselves to one another and it was amazing. He also asked me to be his wife. I said Yes. So I guess I'm engaged. Our relationship is just weird.
I found that check that he left me, and I went and opened a business account. With that I also brought property and I'm about to make my dream a reality. Hopefully before Christmas my dream will be here. The only people that know about this is God, and my mothers. I'm putting my mom in charge of it while I'm in school. Just know that Cor blessed me with that check.
I don't think ya know how I felt to walk in that bank and opened my business account with that much money. Then after I did that, I went and brought the property. Ya girl doing Big Tings outchea. Ria doing the damn thang. Ok I'm done.
After I handled that, I went home and Bae it weird to say that. But he changed my sheets and made up my bed. I took another shower and got dressed then I went out for dinner with the friends and family. Cor family was there, he was late and left early. He was acting strange but I guess it's whatever. I be thinking he be on his period all the time.
I had to cut the cake by myself since his Moody self left. I hope he don't think he getting some later on. His parents are wonderful and they treat me like I'm the daughter that they wanted. I see why Cor is an only child. I wouldn't want another child after having him either. That's why I don't think my mom had any after Juels.
Do ya know Juels tried to make the whole night about him. I wanted to stab him with the butter knife but that would have messed up my clothes. I don't want to do jail time. But Juels finally has someone in his life, well that he let us meet and she ok. Hopefully he won't run her away.
I went and spoke to my mom today at her grave. What hurts the most is that she passed away on my second birthday. A drunk driver hit her and took her away from me. She saved me but in the process it cost her her life. I hope she would of been proud of me for all that I have accomplished.
Tika had hit me up telling me Happy Birthday. Her and Jody didn't show up and Rain and Chanel were happy about it. I wonder how us four living together when school starts is going to turn out? I don't have a problem with her but they do. You would think she had hurt them but she didn't.
I'm about to call it a night. Today was eventful but I feel like something is about to happen. I hope it's good. Should I really is my song, it's always on especially on Pandora.
I was sittin' in the dark waitin' on the lock
To unlock, but it never unlocked
I was sittin' in the dark waitin' on the lock
To unlock, but it never unlocked
I was sittin' in the dark waitin' on the lock
To unlock, but it never unlocked
Should I leave, should I leave? Should I stay? Should I go?
Then I come back to my senses like
