It was very hard to have the funeral. Everyone was buried together, because no one wanted to keep going to funerals. My mother, her boyfriend, Juels, and his girlfriend. I just can't believe that a truck ran into them and killed them. I had forgotten that I was supposed to watch the kids that day. Since Juels was at my house already, Everyone else had just met him there.
It hurts me to know that my sister and niece will not grow up with their parents. Ya know I know all about that. After the funeral, the wills were read. I can officially say that I will be raising them. Cor and I will have our hands full with 5 kids in total. We now have three and two on the way. Yes I am pregnant with twins.
I know what I have to do and it isn't just about myself anymore. I have to think about the kids before myself. But Cor on his own, they come before him. It took all of this for me to realize why I am still with him. He is exactly what I need in my life. He helps balances me out.
I think that's enough about my life for now or so. My family is calling me.
