recovery ✧ h. grier

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Jasmine;

"Thanks for coming over Sammy, you're always there when I need you." I said while hugging him.

"No problem, what's up?" he went into the fridge and grabbed a Gatorade.

"I don't know really. I just feel so alone."

"Why? you have a million people that care about you, and will always be here for you." he said while taking a seat next to me.

"I'm just not happy. I feel like my thoughts are starting to pull me down under, and there's no way that I'm going to escape them." I start saying.

"Awh don't say that babygirl. Everything's going to be okay, just breathe."

I started to slowly inhale and exhale. While i stared down at my lap.

"I just don't know where I went wrong. I keep choosing guys that deserve so much better." I shook my head.

"No you don't, you keep choosing guys that don't deserve you. Maybe you should take a break." Sammy shrugged his shoulders.

"Like a vacation? because if you think i can just pack up and leave then you're wrong. My manager would kill me, if she knew I was that reckless.

"No not a vacation, more like a little weekend getaway."

"Where would we go?"

"Ooo we?" Sammy smirked, "Well, I was thinking that we'd go to Laguna?"

"Okay it sounds like a plan." I smiled.

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I had one last scene to film, and then I would be done with my movie. The only bad thing is, that the final scene involved being with Hayes. This was the scene where my character comes out and says that she loves him, and Hayes' character kisses her, and they end up dating.

I'd say that I wish that'd happen in real life, but the truth is that I'm not going to catch feelings. I'm going to take Sammy's advice and just carry on like there was nothing ever between us, and breathe.

"Jas they need you on set." Chelsea told me.

"Okay, I'm coming now." I took one last look at myself and automatically felt sad, but I held it in, and put a smile on my face.

I walked onto set and made eye contact with Hayes instantly, but I looked away.

"Okay so in this scene, you guys express your love for each other and fall in love and go out and, all that jazz." the director says, and I couldn't help but let out a chuckle.

After 15 mins of filming this scene, it was coming to the point where he kisses me.

"I love you so much Jasmine-" and that's when I felt uncomfortable.

"CUT! Her name is Claudia. Okay, and Action!"

"I love you so much Claudia, and I always have."

"I love you too Sammy- I mean Luke." fuck I hate myself.

"SAMMY? REALLY?" Hayes starts yelling.

"umm. Can we get back to the movie?!" I ask the director.

"Yeah does everyone know their lines?! because it doesn't seem like it."

"Yeah I'm just a little nervous..."

"Okay and action!"

"I love you too Luke." I say while looking at Hayes. Except when I looked into his eyes I didn't see passion, I saw pure anger.

Hayes didn't even say the next lines instead he just walked off set.

"YOU KNOW WHAT? THATS IT, EVERYONE YHATS A WRAP FOR TODAY. EVERYONE WANTS TO ACT LIKE THEYRE FUCKING, BEYONCÉ!" the director yelled.

I walked off set and into my dressing room, and text Sammy.

To Sammyy😊💗: so how about we go to Laguana tonight?

From Sammyy😊💗: Sure thang babyg ❤️

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a/n: yikes, Jas really fucked up, but we don't choose who we fall in love with sooo. pretty long chapter just because I haven't updated. I'm trying to finish this book hopefully in a week?? but follow me so you get my updates.😅