recovery ✧ h. grier

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jasmine coleman

I don't know why, but I just couldn't help myself.

I went to hayes' contact info and added *67 to the number.

to: hayes
I heard about you and Jasmine

from: hayes
What exactly did you hear?

to: hayes
nothing much, just that you guys called it quits...

from: hayes
We didn't call it quits, she called it quits, and I'm getting her back.

to: hayes
But what if she doesn't want you?

from: hayes
Then I'd try to move on.

to: hayes
What if you can't?

from: hayes
Can we stop with all these what ifs, and idek who you are, goodbye.

to:  hayes
goodbye hayes.

I let out a deep breath that i didn't even realize i was holding.

this is so unhealthy, I convinced myself that this would help me cope with my emotions, but sometimes I just don't think things through fully.

I then closed my eyes and let sleep takeover.

I woke up and for once in my life it felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulders.

I glance at my phone and see that the time reads 9:23 a.m.

Today is the meet and greets, yay.

I spend about 2 hours to get ready, and head to the venue.

"JASMINE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!"

"JAS WHAT HAPPENED I SHIPPED JAYES SO HARD!"

"JAS CAN YOU FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER @JAYESISMYANCHOR ?!"

I take the username down in my notes real quick as security rushes me in.

I look at the place and wow is it huge. the meet and greet stations are spread along the wall, and the platform has a dj booth set up.

I start to look at the sections, to find my name, and thankfully I'm not next to hayes.

Instead I'm next to Madison and I have Johnson on my other side. Not too shabby.

"Jas!" Madison says while running over to me.

"Hey" I hug her.

"How you holding up?"

"I actually feel okay, thanks."

"no problem if you need anything just look to your left." she laughs.

around 3 hours later the people who bought VIP are let in to just lounge and talk with us.

"Jasmine can you please say I love you Kiara? it's for my friend and it'd mean a lot." A fan asks.

"yeah sure," she takes out her phone and gives me a thumbs up.

"Hey Kiara, I hope you're doing well, thanks for all the support, I love you!" I say and blow a kiss.

"Thanks so much." she hugs me and its little things like this that make me happy.

When the GA people are let in we all head over to the stage, and it's full of screaming fans.

After dancing, throwing water on eachother, and spraying silly string it's finally time to answer some questions.

A fan raises their hand and asks a question towards Hayes.

"Who inspires you the most?"

"My ex-girlfriend." he answers.

a/n: I haven't updated in a long time sorry, but please vote! I think I'm going to finally complete this book in like 4/5 chapters ish.

and s/o to you if you caught my Justin reference because in an interview that was the question and that was his answer lolz.