Behind These Smiles... (ShortStory)

Chapter Ten (ending) with Morals

Author’s Note: hello! Sorry po kung di ko na nalagay yung lablife nya. Kasi naman eh. Short story lang sya. And i scarcely need to follow na hanggang chapter 10 lang ako. Tsaka iniklian ko lang po talaga yung mga update so that hindi nakakainip basahin.i just want to express gratitude to those who kept on reading my short tale :) truly, this is my first short story. So, i hope that you guys and gals would support this! I foresee that you guys would. thanks!

Please read! This is the last Chapter.

Chapter Ten

Umuwi na kami, dumeretso na ako sa kwarto ko. Kahit nagugutom ako, di ko nalang pinansin. Ayoko na.

Kahit nanghihina ako. Okay lang. sanayan lang yan.  Hanggang ngayon di pa rin ako makapaniwala na nagkasakit ako. Oh well, di naman malayo. Haist.

Hays, bakit ganto?? Ay ewan ko ba. Basta matuto nalang din ako magpasensya. Pero, ang gusto ko lang naman eh yung mahalin nila ako eh, alagaan nila ako, bigyan importansya. Kahit yun lang. kahit mabati lang nila ako ng goodmorning sa umaga. Okay na ako eh. Pero  ni isa sa mga pinapangarap ko walang natupad don. I still suffering between their hands. I still.

All i want to do for now is to pray. Nahihirapan ako sa lagay ko ngayon at alam ko. Katawan ko toh eh, anytime pwede akong mawala, kasi i really felt something foreign na hindi maganda, and it kept me bothered and suffer from the pain.

Lord, thanks for all the things you’ve given to me. Thanks for the love, care, understanding, help , thanks for all. Thanks for giving me life, thanks because you let me borrow this wonderful life from you, and i know God that i’d kept it really really good.thanks for accompanying me all through my existence in this horrible place. Full of anger, hatred, lust, and sins. Thanks, though, i have this kind of family. Atleast you never leave me. Yes Lord i know that you were just always there for me. And thats what makes me strong. I always feel safe and comfortable between your loving arms. Lord, if you are now going to get this borrowed life of mine. Then get it Lord, its all yours. But please Lord, let my family live well in this dreadful world, give them wealth and good health. Though they treated me as a nonsense person, i still care for them, i still love them, and always i will. Despite of all that dilemma in my life, i still smile, because i know, it can forbid all my hard feelings, and dark times here on earth. Thats all i wanted Lord, before i leave. Amen.

Author’s Note Again: hahaha ! oh ano ?! wala eh. Yan lang nakeri ng powers ko for chapter 10! Pero maganda naman diba ?! haha . namilit eh noh ?! hoy ! naiiyak pa ako habnag tinatype ko toh xD. May lesson ba kayong nakuha ?! just comment nalang po! Kasi ako meron eh ! haha . malamang ako yung author! I just want to have a little meassage for my little dear readers na nabasa na toh.

 Alam nyo, may mga panahon talaga na minsan napapagalitan tayo ng mga mudra and pudra natin. Siguro napapagalitan tayo dahil may nagawa tayong mali. Kung mapapagalitan lang naman tayo ng konti, lets just understand them, because i know for sure, they’re just doing that for our sake. Mahal nila tayo, and there’s no doubt bout that. Pero kung mag rerebelde man kayo kung lagi nalang kayo ang napapagalitan at magtatanim kayo ng sama ng loob sa mga magulang nyo, nothing will happen. Oo! Nagawa mo nga ang gusto mo, pero may sama naman ng loob jan sa puso mo. Di ka rin matatahimik eh.

Look, kung binasa mo talaga tong story ko, maiisip mo na mas malala pa yung kalagayan nya diba ? sya pinapagalitan, minumura at kung ano ano pang ginagawa sa kanya, but she just obeyed all of those commands, right ? nagtanim man sya ng sama ng loob, pero she let that hatred free. Tinanggal nya yun sa puso nya, for she knew the right and the truth. Kahit minamaltrato at di sya binibigyang halaga, sa bandang huli, she all thinks for her family parin. Kahit mamamatay na sya, family parin ang inuna nya, and she is pertaining to her parents, right ?! kaya dapat ! pag NAPAGALITAN TAYO! CHILL LANG. ISIPIN NYO NALANG TONG KWENTO KO KUNG GANO KABAIT SI TRISHA! PARA MAHAWA KAYO SA KABAITAN NYA,