Deep End | Hyunlix

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Felix sat back on his heels, his chest still rising and falling from the rush of what had just passed between them. Hyunjin lay on his back, still flushed, his breathing uneven, eyes fluttering open only to shyly turn away again. His legs were spread slightly, thighs trembling from the lingering sensitivity, and his arms had come up to hide his face, his default reaction when he felt too exposed.

Felix reached over to the nightstand, grabbing a condom and the bottle of lube. The room was dim, lit only by the soft glow of the bedside lamp. It cast shadows over Hyunjin's skin, making the damp sheen across his body glisten. He looked unreal. Fragile and wrecked, and utterly beautiful.

Felix rolled the condom on with steady fingers, his breath catching in his throat as his own arousal surged again. He coated himself generously with lube, not wanting to take any chances. Hyunjin watched him through his fingers like he was bracing for something unknown.

He leaned forward, placing a warm hand on Hyunjin's abdomen, letting it rest there gently. The slight tremble beneath his palm told him everything. Felix softened his voice. "You okay?"

Hyunjin nodded, though he kept his arms over his face. His skin was flushed red, his whole body buzzing, caught somewhere between anticipation and fear. He wasn't shaking out of reluctance, Felix could tell that much, he was just nervous. New to this. Vulnerable.

Felix leaned in and placed a soft kiss just above Hyunjin's navel. "Look at me."

Slowly, hesitantly, Hyunjin peeled his arms away, revealing eyes that were glassy but steady. He didn't speak, just looked at him, lips slightly parted.

Felix reached down, positioning himself between Hyunjin's legs. He guided his cock with one hand, the other gently gripping Hyunjin's hip. He rubbed the tip against Hyunjin's entrance, slow and careful, testing how the older reacted to the sensation.

Hyunjin tensed immediately, a sound caught between a whimper and a breath escaping him.

"I know," Felix whispered. "It's hard, but you have to try to relax. You're doing so good."

Another small nod from Hyunjin, though his eyes were now squeezed shut again, his jaw tight as he worked to control his breathing.

A darker part of Felix, the one he rarely acknowledged, whispered that he could just take him. Just grab his wrists, hold him down, and slide inside that perfect heat. But Felix shoved the thought away with a sharp inhale, grounding himself in the moment. Hyunjin wasn't a fantasy, he was real. He was trusting him. And Felix refused to betray that.

"If this is too much, we can stop," he said, voice softer now, more fragile than before. His thumb brushed against Hyunjin's hipbone. "Just say the word."

Hyunjin's arms stayed down this time, though his blush deepened. He couldn't make himself meet Felix's gaze, but after a long breath, his eyes lifted, their gazes locking.

"I want to," Hyunjin whispered. "Please... just keep going."

Felix nodded slowly, giving him a moment to adjust, and then returned to his position. One hand guided himself while the other remained anchored on Hyunjin's hip, grounding both of them. He began to press forward, just the tip, slow, inching in with deliberate patience.

Hyunjin gasped at the intrusion. The tight ring of muscle clamped down immediately, resisting the unfamiliar stretch. His face twisted in discomfort, his hands balling the sheets beneath him.

Felix froze, lifting his eyes. "Are you okay?"

Hyunjin nodded, but it was shaky. His voice was thin. "Y-yeah... I just... it's a lot."