Im not sure whats going on. I just havent been eating much. I have been losing a lot of weight. Yesterday i just ate a sandwich in the afternoon. Then at night i ate a couple pieces of bacon. My mom is even trying to make my favorite food so i can eat. Old habits die hard though. I used to be anorexic when i was younger. It has been years since i was like that. Im not trying to be skinny. Im happy with my weight. Well kind of. My mom makes fun of my weight saying i have a stomach. I always brush it off. Lately i see it. Thinking im gaining a lot of weight. My mom always takes back whats she says about my weight saying im thin. Maybe im starving myself with out really knowing it. I dont want to be anorexic again. Im healthy. I just need to get back to eating. I love food. Lately i just havent want to eat anything. If someone has any ideas to help. I would really appreciate it. Thank you my skittles
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Randomthe pain inside is ripping me apart. i hold it in wishing and wanting it to come out. its taking control of my mind soul and body. i let it consume my being as i fall into the abyss of depression. this story is about how i feel and what is going on...
