Been sick lately and it sucks. My mom she just thought i was being dramatic. Im like okay whatever. She then gets sick. Im like now that is KARMA. This is payback for being mean and uncaring to me.
I love my mom. I really do but sometimes she makes it really hard for me. I know she loves me but she shows it in the weirdest ways. Im finally feeling a tad better. I blacked out this morning and it was horrible.
I got light-headed and then everything went black. I freaked but i finally came too. Havent ate much this weekend so that is probably why. I cleaned all day today. My mom thanked me for cleaning.
I got a swimsuit and it is awesome. Probably going to go swimming,obviously. I picked out things to make people lunch tomorrow.
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Im above
While your down
Like a white dove
You just frown
You shoot me
And i fall
What will come to be
You standing so tall
I fear the worst
The words you speak
Itll be the first
That ill freak
I soon remember
I was once so bright
Like a burning ember
Willing to light
No more tears
Flying so high
No matter what my fears
Releasing a sigh
Stopping this madness
Standing with strength
No more weakness
Witin arms length
Strength+standing tall=respect
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Casualethe pain inside is ripping me apart. i hold it in wishing and wanting it to come out. its taking control of my mind soul and body. i let it consume my being as i fall into the abyss of depression. this story is about how i feel and what is going on...