Mother just told me my best friend cant stay with me ever again if see comes to visit. My mom is crazy and terrible. She hates my best friend cause she has a boyfriend.
I hated my best friend too because she lied to me about him. She was just trying to protect me. She knew my mother would never let me hang with her after that. Its true though. It is happening right now too.
My mother is treating me likes its my fault. I didnt do anything. She can have a boyfriend if she wants i dont care about that.
My friend told me the truth. I understand why she did it. I love my best friend and it hurts me that my mom does this.
My friends ask if im okay. Some days i feel okay but others i dont. This break i felt okay but not anymore right now.
I want to say im okay but im not and i know it. My friends know it too. My mother just tells me how awful i am.
I told my best friend how my mother beat me and she almost started to cry. She was shaking for some reason.
I promised myself if my mother hits me one more time im leaving. Im not going to stay. I will leave right out the front door.
I kept one of my friends away from my best friend because my best friend hangs around bad people. I understand i was judging them without meeting them. I am acting like my mother.
I will never be like her and i dont want to be.
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Papaya if youre reading this dont worry okay. I am going to update SLBK next week hopefully. I have just been really busy lately. Sorry.
Goodbye my skittles
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Randomthe pain inside is ripping me apart. i hold it in wishing and wanting it to come out. its taking control of my mind soul and body. i let it consume my being as i fall into the abyss of depression. this story is about how i feel and what is going on...
