"Mikey, give me my shirt!" I yell at my boyfriend
"Come and get it!" he says mockingly
I chase him around the bed and he tackles me onto it, hovering above my face and smirking like an asshole.
"Round 2?" he says. I smile at the thought.
"I dont know..."
"First time hurt more than we thought it would, huh?"
"Just a little."
"Babe, we dont have to do it again." he says quietly, pecking my lips
"You sure?" i ask
"of course, baby." he smiles warmly at me, making me giggle slightly. This was the first time my dad had gone out of town for his new job and i didnt want to be alone, so Michael came over to spend the night. We had been talking about having sex for a while now and figured why not? I had just turned 16, and thought I was ready to do it. I didn't expect it to hurt that much, but I didn't regret it. I loved Michael, so much. And he loved me. That was what mattered.
He lays down and pulls me close to him, kissing the top of my head as I giggle and drift off to sleep in his arms
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I crawl out of Luke's arms, careful not to wake him, pull on my clothes and slip out the door. I pad down the stairs as quietly and quickly as I can and start walking. I walk until the streetlights disappear and then come back again. I walk until I'm outside Ashton's house and watch his light turn off. I walk to Calum's apartment and almost knock on the door. The sun starts to peak out of the clouds just slightly as I reach Michael's old home. The home we still haven't gone through and cleaned out.
It's time, I think.
