Evil At It's Pleasure (My Torturer Is My Mate)

Someone different**Chapter 19**

Cole was different.He had deeper thoughts.He read books more often..alone.He spoke more silently and without a touch of force.
I believed Cole was sad..no more than that..I didnt sleep right,I literally could feel his pain in my frozen heart.I sometimes would wake up to bad dreams of my past but then not remember a single thing about them.
I woke up one day to find him looking up at the moon outside his balcony.
We slept separately...and he spoke less words to me each day.
Night sweats...I realized vampires never grew tired anymore.I didnt even need to sleep...Cole would sleep hours in daylight as if I were a bad habit.
"Cole."
I knew my nightmares would never end.Cole was broken in ways I never knew.Was it becausw I changed?Should I act like I did before?
"Cole!You stupid vampire!I hate you!"
Cole was sitting down gazing out from the daylight sipping a coffee he passed me a glance and smiled."Cole!Cole!!"
Rimia ran to him pushing him out of his own chair.She wanted so badly to cry but as much as she tried to the tears could not be moved.
Her eyes were wide, she gripped the collar of his shirt and let him go."Tell..me Cole...is this how you feel everyday?"
Now I realized it..Cole never meant to hurt me..instead I was the one who damaged him..he created me to become a vampire..but he realized the pain he put her through..she was no longer pure.
"Cole..I dont care if Im a vampire!I dont care!"
She shook him and instead she wrapped her arms around him unable to brave the fact that she had hurt him.
"Cole..I don't care.."
He rubbed her back "I can feel your pain..the memories even you didnt know about..there all there..I caused you pain..so much of it..now that we're more connected than ever I cannot forgive myself."
He said quietly "Well I forgive you okay?Lets go somewhere just both of us."
"Why?Why would you want to be with someone like me?"
She swallowed "I-I love you Cole."
She let go of him allowing herself to look at him "I love you alot.."
He kissed her tenderly allowing her to feel the pain he was holding in from her.
They hugged each other for a while and he took her hands in his.
"Then let us go on a vacation away from here.."
"Cole...lets just leave..I dont want to be here..."
"I can't really do anything about that yet..the council still expect my arrival and I have to go soon."
"When?"
"I suppose whenever I receive the letter."
"Then can we spend time together?"
He nodded and we walked out of his dark and lonesome room.

"Hungry?"
Rimia didn't ever know if she was hungry anymore,her throat had this fiery sensation since the moment she had awoken with slight sleep yet she couldnt figure out to an extent if she was or not.
"I think I am."
"Your a full born now..I'm guessing you do need your amount now..its been days since I've changed you..luckily I've found you in time."
We sat on the grass in his backyard surrounded by white flowers,they both seemed out of the ordinary since her wings extended out as if they were stretching out..a full majestic black.
His black eyes glued to hers and he moved his wrist towards her "You will feed off of me for now
..till then..I dont know how it is since you are half fallen."
At the moment I realized something important as I bit into Cole's wrist.
The mansion was quiet.Stegie had retired to look after her family instead,and the maids were gone from the terror they had succumb to from Lyoms arrival.The mansion remained ruined from the inside yet the outside was pleasant,the bodies were gone and only a blood stain remained on the cement floor.

Rimia loved his blood,his pale skin was like hers now and she now matched his body temperature-now they were both frosty and a bit warm.
Cole and her were alone now,no family to provide support to them,no friends to show true guidance and no angels like her though vampires were everywhere.
Just Cole and her,for now till she left the place where she almost took her mate's life.

I and Cole were different now,we were both perfectly broken and I pulled away from his wrist,energy vibrating from my heart for something much more.
Flight.