Evil At It's Pleasure (My Torturer Is My Mate)

Disasturous**Chapter 12**

"I....only went there for you,I just couldn't stand there and do nothing,you were hurt..." he smiled gently as if nothing affected him."You worry for me...?" "I..." I could feel my cheeks blazing up as he pulled me into his arms slowly stroking my back."If I had known you had such courage I would have stopped you...I was certainly a fool to believe that.." he let go of me leaving some space between us.

"I and my father never really got along with each other, as much as I tried he praised my eldest brother the most...leaving me out most of the time..my brother had become distant with me ever since that day he lost his mate Serena,Serena... you see she was an angel...and my brother a vampire,it was an unstable relashionship...my father did not like Serena,for whatever reason I do not know why,but I believe that at one point she knew the reason why...he vanished for years and now as you witnessed he was shown up just yesterday. ..." I gulped "Serena commited suicide didn't she..." his head shot up at her "How did you know?" "I keep having these visions... I don't know...but...she wanted me to commit suicide..."

Cole looked tense "I feared this would happen since she is your great grandmother...we vampires live such a long time we don't even care about our age anymore,nor do we coexist with other beings..I never thought I would have found my mate at such an unknown rate,and how we met,it wasn't quite how i'd ever like it time be...I was stupid and idiotic,I hope you can forgive me Ria."

I turned away from him "I don't know if I can....how you all treat humans like scraps of blood bags,aren't you in the slightest guilty for how much your done to our population,don't you think about the children?" "Ria as much as i'd love to stop the hectic life of humans I cannot, it is all in the hands of the higher beings,the elders." He sighed "But I suppose your right,I've been so selfish and horrible towards you and others... I never realized this until...." he turned away from me,hurt in his eyes."Until...mother had last spoke to me about our relashionship..." "Last?What do you mean by that?"

"My mother is gone."

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I layed on the bed tugging on the sheets around me,I was cold.Only if these sheets were a bit more warmer than they usually were.I stood up from the bed and went to the bathroom and stepped out quickly feeling even colder than before.Why did I feel so cold and empty? Suddenly my door creaked open and I covered myself with the blankets thinking it would be some ghost lurking around,my heart leapt from my throat until I was wrapped into a warm embrace and suddenly I wasn't cold anymore,it's as if I were completely healed.

"Better?I could feel you....struggling to sleep.." he murmured in my ear as his lips kissed my neck affectionately making me want to sleep in his arms already."Thankyou....Cole?" "Yes..."

"I'm sorry about what I said earlier,and about what happened to your dad,I know how it feels-" "Shh say nomore.... you've said enough by just being with me...your enough..." I sighed and gripped his t-shirt tightly in my fist as I let out tears I always wished to hide.Maybe the next day will be different, hopefully.