No One

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Guys I'm sorry for being so bad at this writing thing.

Here's a sad fic.

It's a high school AU.

Warning: Abuse, drugs, rape, self-harm, suicide, swearing, major character death.

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~Cas' Journal~

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Sept 7th.

School started today. Metatron shoved me in a locker, punched me, and called me a fag. Better then usual. I only did 7 cuts.

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Sept 10th

Saw him today. He smiled at me when no one was looking. Only 5 cuts.

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Sept 15

He still just stands there while they punch me. And kick me. They pulled my arm when they were yanking me off the floor. My cuts opened and now my sweater's ruined.

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Sept 21

I had to go into the caf today. Everyone chanted "fag" over and over. He joined in. 11 cuts.

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Oct 3

So hi rn

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Oct 4

Did drugs yesterday. Missed school. Dad beat me. 18 cuts. Feeling dizzy.

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Oct 8

They saw my cuts today. Made fun of them. Called me weak. I am weak. 10 cuts.

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Oct 18

He joined in today. 19 cuts.

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Oct 27

Stabbed me today. Not deep enough. Wish they had. I hate my life.

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Nov 15

Dad found out I was gay. Beat me.

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Nov 20

Dad raped me. The whole time he just whispered "This will make you straight. No son of mine will be a faggot." 16 cuts.

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Nov 22

He makes my life hell and I've fallen in love with him. 13 cuts.

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Nov 30

Stopped eating. Too fat.

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Dec 3

Almost got hit by a car today. Too bad they missed.

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Dec 7

Still hate everything about myself. 16 cuts.

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Dec 11

Crying like a pussy. 17 cuts.

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Dec 16

He raped me again. I deserve the abuse. 15 cuts.

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Dec 21

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