Blessing in Disguise (MM)

Bonus Chapter: Aris tops Nick

NICK'S POV

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"Mmm," Aris presses a kiss to my throat. "Do you know what I've been thinking about recently?"

My eyes dart across the living room as I shift on the sofa. Aris' lips are soft and fucking heavenly but I can't relax. "Elodie is in the other room," I grumble.

He smirks against my skin. "I know," he whispers with another peck. "I'm only kissing you. What's wrong with that?"

"What have you been thinking about?" I exhale and clench my fist at the sensations shooting down my spine.

Aris releases a soft laugh that makes my eyes flutter shut for a split second. "I've been thinking about the first time that I touched you."

I groan. "Don't do this now."

"Okay," he pulls away. "I won't."

My head whips towards him and I study his pretty blue eyes. It's been a while since we've had any sexual activity because I've been conscious of Aris' recovery with his heart. The doctors gave him the all clear but I'm terrified of doing something that will end up hurting him.

We've had sex twice. Each time he got on top of me and I told him to ride me.

"Actually–" I rasp. "Go on."

Aris' brows raise. "You sure you want to know?"

I curse under my breath and glance across the room. "Quickly. Before Els gets back."

"Okay," he chuckles softly and drags his finger across the curve of my jaw. "I was thinking about when I touched you and when I put my fingers up your ass and you literally came within seconds."

My eyes narrow and I shake my head. "It was not seconds."

He scoffs. "Trust me, it was. I was giving your dick a nice long stroke and when I put my fingers inside you and began to pump, you literally busted everywhere."

"And you're bringing this up because?"

My core aches and I'm desperate for it to be bedtime because now I can't stop thinking about his fingers and the way it made me feel. Granted I had never had anything in my ass before, it was definitely a shock.

Aris shrugs innocently. "Because I want to do it again. We've played with those buttplugs a little bit but I wanna do it again. Would you want to do it again?"

I'm nodding before I even register what I'm doing. I'm not ashamed of the pleasure I felt and I'm willing to experiment. "Yeah," I agree. "I would. A lot."

"Good," he leans forward to kiss my lips before flashing me a grin. "Because I miss it and it was fun."

Aris moves back and I grab his chin, tilting his eyes back to mine. "How would you feel–" I pause and glance towards the hall that is empty. "-about maybe, fucking me instead?"

"What?"

"Yeah," I nod with confidence. "Instead of me doing it to you. You doing it to me."

His eyes widen with surprise and searches my expression. "Are you being serious?"

"One hundred percent serious."

Aris' face bursts and he nods eagerly. "Fuck. Yes. That'll be the hottest thing ever. And you're okay with it? Because I don't want you moaning about my heart."

I roll my eyes. "One, I'm allowed to moan about your heart because I don't want you getting hurt. Two, that was before the doctor cleared you. We've had sex since."