Carried Away/Shawn Mendes

Sixteen

Cara

The Matt drama has died down and hopefully it stays that way because Shawn can get angry and so can Matt. So far we've only done two shows in Nashville and it has been great to see all of the fans and meet each one of my supporters. Of course we are all still getting used to it, but it's been really fun.

"I'm tired Shawny," I whined while swinging my legs back and forth off of the balcony of Taylor, Cam, and Nash's room. Shawn shook is head in disbelief.

"It's only like 10:00!" He chuckled.

"I know but we've done so much today I'm ready to go to bed," I frowned giving Shawn my puppy dog eyes.

"Fine," He huffed taking my hand in his and pulling me towards our room.

Once the door was closed behind us I pulled Shawn closer to me and slammed my lips into his. He kissed me back with hunger and pulled my legs around his waist as he carried me to the bed. He moved to my neck and I let out a soft moan as he continued to suck leaving me a small mark.

knock knock

"Are you kidding me" Shawn sighed.

"Come in!" I yelled, but instantly regretted it.

"Matt?" I said surprised

"Cara can we talk?" He asked looking at the ground.

"Okay Matt, sure" I said giving Shawn a apologetic look.

I kissed Shawn's cheek and followed Matt outside of the room. We walked in silence for a while until we reached a little lounge on our floor.

"What did you want to talk about?"

"First I want to say sorry for everything, for humiliating you in front of the boys and for cheating on you."

"okay..." I said waiting for him to continue.

"I'd also like to say that the night you saw me and Ashley, even though it doesn't really matter, she was the one who seduced me. She said that you didn't want to be with me and that you were going to break up with me for Shawn, of course I got angry and let her take over what started as a small kiss got really heated and that's when you walked in and saw everything. Ashley laughed when she saw you and said that her plan had worked to win me over." He said

wow, why would she do this.
she was my best friend.

I started to cry because of how bad I felt for Matt. Even though he cheated on me he did it for different reasons than I thought.

"I'm so sorry about all of this" He sighed looking me in he eyes.

"I still love you!" I blurted out. His eyes widened, but then he leaned in and kissed me.

he kissed me!

I pulled away and a look of confusion washed over his face.

"You just said that you loved me!" he yelled. A tear ran down my cheek and I covered my face with my hands.

"I don't know what I was thinking," I cried.

"Yeah I don't know what you were thinking either," someone said. I looked up and saw the only person I've ever trusted....

Shawn
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Ik I'm sorry, but I had to. This was a really hard chapter for me to write since Shara is literally so perfect!

Comment what you think....

Do you like Matt now or no?