Carried Away/Shawn Mendes

Seventeen

Shawn

I stayed in Cam's room for the night. I thought about how much I really meant to Cara. Did she really love me or was I just her rebound? I have no idea what to think at this point. I mean I obviously have to break up with her, but my feelings for her were so strong that my heart aches at the thought of it. I can't stay with someone who lies about her feelings for someone else. She told me that she had no feeling left for Matt and look what she does.

I sit on the floor watching all of me and Cara's vines together. We were so happy. I wish it could be that way still. The door opens and I see Matt in the door way.

"I'm really sorry Shawn, I can explain everything that happened last night." he said walking closer to me.

"No Matt you don't fucking get it, Cara was mine," I growled.

"Shawn I get it, I really do, how do you think I felt when Cara was with you all of that time and I could do nothing about it."

"Huh yeah that's the thing, you could do something about it, you could've walked right up and told her the truth and taken her back, but no. You decided why not wait until Shawn and Cara get together and then sabotage their relationship," I laughed.

"I wasn't trying to sabotage your relationship, I just wasn't sure what to do, I didn't know if Cara would take me back after she had met someone like you who deserves her way more than I do!" Matt yelled.

"Well you got what you wanted didn't you? You can have her she likes you a lot more anyway," I whispered.

"No."

"What?"

"I'm not going to take her back." This is ridiculous.

"I think we all just need a break," he sighed.

"ok"
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Cara

I've seen Shawn around. When he looks at me his looks aren't hateful, they are full of sadness.

what did I do?

He hates me. I just know he does because if I were him I would hate me too. Matt is so sweet. Yeah maybe he made a big scene in the airport and freaked everyone out, but I can see why. Shawn on the other hand is the most amazing and kind person I know. He treats me good and is always there for me at the times I need him the most. He's my best friend and my boyfriend.

I don't think that me and Shawn will ever be what we were again...

I broke his promise
I didn't wait

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So I'm thinking about 8 chapters more of this and it will be finished. I do want to make a second book therefore i have a little outline of how this is all going to go down.

I'm sorry to both Catt and Shara shippers ik this is hard for you to read rn...

so comment what you think...

Shara or Catt???