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Cara

I don't really know what happens this morning, but sitting here in class thinking about it makes me wonder when I ever said I still loved Matt. I don't know why I hurt Shawn so much, but considering the fact that he didn't speak to me the whole car ride over means that something pissed him off. After first period I walk out in the hall to find Shawn waiting for me.

"Hey Cara, I'm really sorry I freaked out do you just want to forget about all of this and move on?" He asks suddenly as if he is in a rush.

"Yeah that would be nice, but can you still explain to me why you yelled at me like that?"I said and Shawn let out a heavy sigh.

"Yes, but later." he smiles and pulls me along to second period. What am I going to do with this boy?
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"Last night in your sleep you were talking about Matt," Shawn said not making eye contact,"you said that you still loved him and you told him to stay."

I covered my face with my hands in embarrassment. How could I've said that. I hate Matt and what he did was wrong. I would never go back to him.

"Shawn I'm so sorry I said that, I promise you I didn't mean any of it." I cried. I didn't want Shawn to see me like this, it wasn't fair to him.

"It's alright baby girl, it's alright" he hummed in my ear as he slowly tried to soothe the tears away.

"I am still just in shock from what happened and right now I hate Matt so much, I just...i don't know"I said

"I understand that's why I'm really sorry I got mad over something you said in your sleep, I'm really sorry."

"It's okay, I guess we all took this a little bit emotionally." I laughed while wiping away the tears.

Me and Shawn cuddled for a while on the couch watching vines on our phones and laughing at them. We were pretty much in full out tears considering how funny they were, when suddenly I got an idea.

"Maybe you should start making vines."
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Sorry it was so soon, but I had to do it. Shawn is going to be awesome!!!

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