I Love Her Not ... Right? (GirlxGirl)

Another Day

This is kind of short because the next few chapters are long as hell. And yes, the past 3 have been the same night but that's because the one's coming up are pretty spread out and I didn't want anybody to get lost. The drama is about to begin so get ready!

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Re-cap:

It's like our bodies were so in sync ...

[Sasha]: "Okay. Bye I love you."

And she knew exactly how to turn me on ...

[Sam]: "Love you too. See ya."

How am I gonna sleep in the same place with her ...

[Alexa]: "We're gonna head out too. Come on Tiff."

[Tiffany]: "Okay. Bye!"

[Sasha]: "Bye guys."

I can't let it go anywhere. Especially since I'm moving away to Toronto right after high school...

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((Julie's POV))

Everyone's gone so I'm trying to calm myself down. It's not working too well.

[Sasha]: "Julie, are you alright?"

I want her so bad I can't even speak. What's happening to me? She waved her hand in my face

[Sasha]: "Hellooo?"

She is so sexy ... Why am I noticing this? She's a girl! This is so not me!

[Julie]: "I'm going to bed."

I started walking away but Sasha grabbed my hand and pulled me to her. We're too close, all I could do was close my eyes and breathe.

[Sasha]: "I know you felt it too."

[Julie]: "Please don't."

[Sasha]: "Don't deny me."

I opened my eyes and looked into hers. Oh my god ... that stare...holy shit! How could I miss that?

[Sasha]: "Why are you looking at me like that?"

I finally get why she pulls that 'written on your face' bullshit. It's really all over hers!

[Julie]: "Do you love me?"

She backed away slowly as if I just said I murdered someone.

[Sasha]: "Why?"

[Julie]: "The way you just looked at me ... I don't know maybe I'm crazy. But I can't do this right now Sasha. Goodnight."

I know I'm not crazy. If I was wrong, she definitely wouldn't have reacted like that. Something has to be done ... she's only gonna get hurt if she doesn't stop loving me.

 ((Sasha's POV))

I looked over at Julie after everybody left. She still has on that damned expression on her face. What does it mean? She looks kinda hungry but that wouldn't make any sense.

"Julie, are you alright?"

No answer. I waved my hand in front of her face. "Hellooo?"

She scanned me up and down with her eyes. Did she just check me out?  I'm really confused. That kiss was a serious moment between us ... and I know how she can get when crazy shit goes down. She'll avoid me and pretend like nothing happened; like she didn't crave me as much as I wanted her. There's no way she would have come on to me like that if she didn't have feelings for me right? Then again she is kind of wasted ...

[Julie]: "I'm going to bed."

No! I couldn't let her run from this so I pulled her towards me.

[Sasha]: "I know you felt it too."

[Julie]: "Please don't."

[Sasha]: "Don't deny me."

She looked me in the eye and then squinted hers like she just had an epiphany.

[Sasha]: "Why are you looking at me like that?"

[Julie]: "Do you love me?"

Oh no ... she can't know. How the hell? I swear if Sam told her there's gonna be a new definition to sibling rivalry.

[Sasha]: "Why?"

[Julie]: "The way you just looked at me ... I don't know maybe I'm crazy. But I can't do this right now Sasha. Goodnight."

And with that she walked away. I think I've waited long enough; it's time I fight for her. I won't let her slip through my hands.

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The point of views are of the same few minutes (just so you know what's going through their minds).