I Love Her Not ... Right? (GirlxGirl)

Forever

Final Chapter. Dare you not to cry !

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Re-cap:

::KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK::

[Julie]: "I'M COMING! Shit!" After hours of crying, I finally fell asleep maybe 10 minutes ago? I was in the middle of a very pleasant dream. Sasha and I at the place she played her song. She was holding me while we watched the clouds go by. That could be the last image I have of her and it was cut short by whoever is knocking at my door. I went to open it to see ... "Sean?"

[Sean]: "I heard what happened and I realized I need you in my life. Pushing you away was the worst mistake I could have ever made. You could have been gone forever while I sat in regret for the rest of my life." He pulled me into a hug. "I'm so sorry, Julie. I love you. Please take me back?"

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Chapter 19: Forever

Sean is a great guy. He's loving, he's thoughtful, and it's not always just about sex with him. Most girls would kill for a boyfriend like that. I'm not like most girls. Of course I will always have feelings for him, but there's no point in being with someone that can't see who you really are. Sean thinks I'm some happy-go-lucky kind of girl. I'm not. I've been sad for years. It took what seemed like forever to figure out why I was so unhappy with my life. I know now that I was missing something: true love. I did love Sean but not enough. He wasn't filling the void in my heart. Sasha did it with one kiss. Now she's gone and the void has returned. Never again to be repaired. I pulled out of Sean's hug.

[Julie]: "Look, Sean, you really are an amazing person. But you're not the person I want to be with."

[Sean]: "I don't understand. I treated you good until you cheated on me." Ugh ... guilt card.

[Julie]: "Did you ever wonder why I cheated on you in the first place?"

[Sean]: "Not really. I don't like to think about it."

[Julie]: "It was because I wasn't happy enough with you. You see what you want to see in me no matter how many times I try to show you who I am. I won't live up to your standards anymore."

[Sean]: "But I love you."

[Julie]: "No, you love your version of me. That's not the same as loving me. You'll never really get to know Julie Humphrey. You and I both know that. So let's call it quits before anybody gets more hurt than necessary?"

[Sean]: "Please just let me prove you wrong."

[Julie]: "Go make up a fantasy with a different girl because I am not the one. I'm sorry." He clenched his jaw while he stared at me with his cold eyes. I've never seen him so angry. "Sean?"

[Sean]: "You need to stop denying me."

[Julie]: "You have to leave."

[Sean]: "I even forgave you for cheating."

[Julie]: "Sean, seriously, get out."

[Sean]: "I gave you everything!" He grabbed onto my upper arm aggressively.

[Julie]: "Sean! What are you doing!?"

[Sean]: "How dare you tell me I don't know you? I know you more than you do." He backed me into a wall. I started crying for my life.

[Julie]: "Sean...please..."

[Sean]: "Shhhh...Don't ruin the moment." Next thing I know I feel his tongue on my neck. He's got my arms pinned above my head so I can't break free. I tried to scream but he covered my mouth. "Make another peep and it'll be your last." He dragged me onto the bed and ripped his shirt off once he got on top of me. "It didn't have to end like this you know? All you had to do was say yes." He started to undo his pants but someone walked into the room.