Only a Dream

Chapter 10

Taylor's pov

Waking up in a different state everyday was a strange feeling, it's almost too good to be true. It's been about a month into the tour and we had a small week long break, Mikey wanted to come home with me and to meet my parents, then we were going to drive to his house for the rest of the week.
Mikey and I were sitting on the plane back to my place and he randomly kept looking at me. "What, is there something on my face." I laughed.
"Nope I'm just looking at how beautiful you are" he said and then kissed my cheek. I blushed and kind of turned away from him. We hadn't made it official yet which was a little obnoxious, almost like he was embarrassed or something. He wouldn't kiss me in public, he wouldn't even stand near me in pictures.
Ever since he uploaded that truth or dare YouTube video with us kissing our relationship is completely different in public. I see tweets all the time asking if Mikey hated me, and for a while I kind of started to believe it, but as soon as we're alone he's the sweetest thing ever.

I was snapped out of my thoughts when I heard a ding saying we were free to take off our seat belts.
"Can I get everyone's attention?" Mikey said rather loudly.
"Mikey what are you doing?"
"You'll see." he stood up then continued "Okay so I know it seems like I don't want to show you off in public, and maybe you think I'm embarrassed by you, but Taylor your so beautiful how could I be embarrassed? Look I like you a lot, and I will admit I was a bit scared of what all the fans would think, but now I don't really care. Taylor, princess, will you be my girlfriend?" he got down on one knee all cheesy, and pulled out a necklace box. I stood up and hugged him and gave him a kiss, "Yes of course I will!"
A few people on the plane were recording, and everyone was cheering. I was trying really hard not to cry because it was so cute. He opened the box to reveal a key necklace and I was a little confused into he showed me a heart necklace with a keyhole in it around his neck.
"It's the key to my heart"
I laughed, "That was really cheesy, but absolutely adorable" I kissed him again and we sat back in our seats. I cuddled up to Mikey for the rest of the flight and fell asleep.
"Good night princess"
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"Sweetheart wake up, the planes landing." I woke up to Mikey shaking me gently.
"Thanks" I smiled at him.
Once we got off the plane it was the search for my parents.
"Mom!" I ran up to her and hugged her.
"There's my baby girl!" my dad hugged me.
"Mom, Dad, this is my fri-um boyfriend Mikey."
My dads face hardened and he did the whole "dad" thing to Mikey but he eventually lightened up.
Mikey and I sat in the back on the way back to my house, "I think they like you" I whispered to Mikey.
"Well of course they do babe, I'm a very likeable person." he whispered with a cocky smile, followed by a smirk, I just rolled my eyes at him and he laughed.
Dinner was pretty boring, Mikey and I did the dishes and hung out in the living room with my mom for a little bit. I had been yawning for a while now, "Are you tired princess?" Mikey asked, and I could see my mom have a mini fangirl attack. I had talked about Mikey so much before all this actually happen that she began to become a bit of a fan herself, and I could tell she was beyond happy for me.
"Ya I think I'm gonna head up to bed, but first let me show you to the guest room."
"Oh about that, the guest room is under renovation so you'll have to sleep out here on the couch Mikey." my mom interjected.
"Oh no, I'll sleep out here you take my bed Mikey."
He shook his head, "No I'm not gonna take your bed, I'll be fine on the couch."
"No I'm not letting you sleep on my couch. Mom why don't we just share my bed?" I said nervously
"There's no way I'm letting that happen." my dad interrupted.
"We've literally been sleeping in the same bed for a month now, we don't do anything, I'm not that stupid dad. You can trust me."
Mikey kind of watched in awe as I stood up to my dad.
"Okay, but I swear if you end up pregnant."
"Oh my god dad I'm not gonna end of pregnant."
I was becoming very irritated in how he didn't trust me.
"Do you seriously not trust me!? Do you honestly think I'm stupid enough to take Mikey upstairs and have sex with him while you guys are right here! Do you think I wanna be a teen mom! No I don't. If it's seriously that big of a deal I'll leave the door wide open and put a pillow barrier between us!"
Both of my parents sighed.
"I guess you have a point, we should be a little more trusting of you, I did let you go on a tour with eleven guys. Just go upstairs, don't worry about keeping your door open, just please don't make me regret this."
My dad was still a little reluctant.
"Dad. I promise I won't, nothing bad is going to happen, right Mikey?"
"Of course sir, I don't ever want to disrespect you or your daughter."
My dad smiled, "Okay goodnight you two."
"Goodnight Mom, goodnight Dad. I love you."
"Love you too."
Mikey and I walked upstairs and I flopped on my bed.
"You know sometimes I really hate how untrustworthy they think I am."
"Babe, it's something all parents do with their children."
"Ya I know. I'm just tired of it, I'm almost an adult and they need to learn that the I can make my own decisions."
I was starting to get irritated thinking about, and Mikey could tell.
"Hey don't think about that right now, I'm sure they'll come around."
I was about to say something but Mikey cut me off with a kiss.
"Did that make you forget about what's upsetting you?"
I blushed and tried to hide it in my pillow.
"Yes." it came out muffled because my face was still in the pillow.
"Oh come on let me see your beautiful face!"
I shook my head, he started tickling me and eventually I gave in. I yawned again and so he went to my drawers trying to find where my pajamas were but he accidentally opened my underwear drawer and he screamed and shut it really fast. I started laughing at how awkward he was, it was the cutest thing ever. I got up to help him find it, once I got my clothes I went to my bathroom to get changed.

When I came back in the room he had changes into a pair of sweats and he took off his shirt.
"You know, normally I would sleep in just my underwear but I wouldn't want your dad coming in and thinking we're up to something."
I laughed, "That's okay normally I sleep in a sports bra and spandex, but since I've been on tour with eleven guys I thought that wasn't the best idea."
He laughed, but then stopped something changed in his face, "Well I'm glad you haven't, I don't want all those guys looking at my girlfriend half naked."
I rolled my eyes, "Its kinda cute how jealous you get."
He came up and put his arms around my waist. "I don't want to lose you." He kissed me slowly.
"Taylor. I think I'm in love with you."
"Oh, no. No no no. You can't fall in love with me." He stepped back surprised.
"What?" He said a little hurt.
"You can't fall in love with me. It starts with you falling in love with my laugh, and my smile, and how you think I light up a room. You don't see the pain behind it all, how sometimes my laughter is used to cover up how insecure I am, when you tell me I'm beautiful I honestly think your joking. You can't fall in love with me, because if you do then you're falling in love with the mess that I am, you're falling in love with how I apologize for everything. And I mean everything, I will say sorry when someone bumps into me because I felt like it was my fault for being into their way. I apologize for things that aren't even my fault, for breathing too loudly, for taking up to much space, for existing."
By this time I was crying. "You can't fall in love with me because no one has ever been able to handle me, because when I fall. I fall way to hard, I love way to easily and get my heart broken way to many times. I have so many faults you've yet to discover. You don't know what your falling in love with, because if you did, you wouldn't be here right now."
Mikey stayed still, he was looking me in the eyes the whole time I was talking, but I looked away because I didn't want him to see me cry. When I looked up again he was crying to and he walked towards me, grabbing my face and trying to wipe away my tears. I tried to move away but he stopped me, pulling me into a hug. He hugged me tightly and I cried into his shoulder.
"That's bull shit. You wanna know why?"
I sniffed a little. "Why?"
He pulled back from the hug, putting his hand under my chin and making sure I was looking at him the whole time.
"Because in this month that I've known you personally, I have found something beautiful in everything that you do. Even in your flaws. You apologize for everything only because you care about everyone else more than yourself, you care so much and I think that's beautiful. Did you know that you have ten different laughs and eight different smiles, all of them equally beautiful. When your concentrating you scrunch your forehead and wiggle your wrist, when your nervous you tap your feet and check your phone even though your certain there's no message. I've noticed all these little things about you and those are what made me fall in love with you Taylor. My favorite is the way your eyes light up whenever you laugh or smile, its the same look you get when you see me. I am so in love with you that I don't care about all of the flaws you say you have, because I know in every one I will find something beautiful."
I smiled reluctantly, he wiped the remaining tears away and gave me a slow and loving kiss, in that moment I knew it was real. I was in love with Mikey Murphy.
"Mikey, that was the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me. I love you."
He got the biggest smile on his face and gave me another kiss, this time we both couldn't stop smiling.
"Let's go to bed, we've got a long day tomorrow."
He was right tomorrow we had to drive to go meet his parents.
"I love you princess."
"I love you too Mikey."
He kissed my forehead and I cuddled into him, and fell asleep.

A/n
I'm sorry its been a while since I've updated. This was really bad I'm sorry guys, I'm not sure if I'm going to continue this story, I don't think anyone likes it. Feedback is very well appreciated!