Dat Benja Love

Chapter 18

A/N This chapter is dedicated to C00ki3Crumbl3r for being such an awesome reader! And thank you everybody for all your activity!

***Mitch's P. O. V.***
"Well, she'll live," he begins, "but we're unsure when she'll wake up. You're lucky you found her when you did or else her chances would be highly decreased."
Lucky?!?!? How could he call this situation "lucky." I'd be lucky if none of this bull ever happened in the first place. My baby girl was tortured and suffering enough to the point of trying to kill herself... and I wasn't there to stop her. What kind of boyfriend am I? How is she ever supposed to trust me again when I could barely save her life?
Jerome and Kathy go to get some snacks seeing that were probably going to be here for a while. I decide to stay behind and each over Alyssa. "Oh God, I'm so sorry baby girl," I whisper still holding onto her hand, "I'm sorry I couldn't find you sooner and that you had to through all of that and that I wasn't there. I Love you so much. You and only you could ever hold my heart. Please, please come back."
I kiss her forehead gently. I don't even realize I'm crying until I see my tears drip onto her. I grip her hand tighter. "Please."

***Alyssa's P. O. V.***
I feel airy, like I'm floating. "This isn't heaven," I think out loud. "DAMMIT! WHY?!? MOTHEREFFIN WHY?! I don't wanna fight anymore. I'm so tired of fighting my stupid problems."
"It's all your decision," a gentle voice says from nowhere, " before you make your decision listen to this."
"I Love you so much," Mitch's voice rings through my ears, immediately causing a stinging sensation in my eyes. "You and only you could ever hold my heart."
"NO! HES LYING! He loves Maki, he's lying," suddenly a table with knife and a button appears.
"Please come back, please," I hear the suffering in his voice. When he sniffles, I realize that he's crying.
"But he loves maki more than me," I state quietly while grabbing the knife. I feel pressure in my other hand and I'm unsure what it is until I realize, it's being squeezed. I get the same feeling in the hand grasping the knife and am about to plunge it in my stomach when I hear Kathy's voice, "Hey Aly. Um I-I know you probably don't wanna come back all that much, but can you come back please?" she chokes out, "it's selfish, I know. But we need you. Me, Jerome, Mitch especially. I know you can do it. Please baby, we all need you," she can barely breathe out the last few words.
My grip loosens on the knife as I begin to contemplate my choices. My hand still hovers over my first choice when Jerome whispers, "Come back to us dood."
Though it pained me to do it, I push the button with a cringe on my face. I wait a little bit before I wrench my eyes open. Everyone's head is buried, so they don't realize my awakening. I squeeze Kathy's hand back while snatching mine back from Mitch's grasp. Their heads shoot up instantly. "Alyssa?!?"