Dat Benja Love

Chapter 9

**** Jerome's POV ****

I stirred at the sound of people talking. It sounded like Mitch and Alyssa. I slightly opened my eyes when they stopped and I saw them kissing!! AAWWW Mitch already getting some. Hahahhahahahaha. I went back to sleep and woke back up AGAIN to the sound of people talking. But this time, they sounded sad. I jumped up right away and saw Alyssa crying into Mitch's chest. So me being me, I jumped into the hug and yelled, "HUUGG!!!" Alyssa giggled lightly and that's when Kathy woke up too. She decided to hug us and we became a big hug blob.

"GROUP BLOB!!" I yelled. We all laughed and stuff then I noticed Alyssa was really beat up looking. I decided not to ask her what was wrong right now but later. We all still looked tired so we decided to go back to sleep.

**** Alyssa's POV ****

After our "group blob" we decided to go back to sleep. But whenever I tried to sleep, I kept getting nightmares of my parents and waking up sweating. I went to the bathroom and looked at myself. I looked like a miserable wreck. I looked around and finally found something. A blade. I haven't done this since 6th grade. I promised I would never do it again. To Brandon, Janelle, Ashley, Sarah. ( total IRL moment right derr ) I couldn't help myself. I got the blade and slid it across my skin applying lots of pressure. I did this over and over again on both wrists. My eyes stung. Am I... crying???!!!?!? No. Stop blubbering like a baby Alyssa. You brought this upon yourself. I broke down crying thinking about everyone I've lost in life. My Grammy and Grandpy, my friends, Cooper, Kirby ( Oh god more IRL moments ). I sank to the floor my back against the wall. I jumped up realizing something. I washed my cuts and covered them up then sank back down. I curled into a ball and fell asleep like that.

^**^ dream land/flashbacks ^**^

"Where's Grandpy mommy?"

"He's not here baby."

I didn't realize at first. I was so young. Too young to realize my grandpa just died. My Grandpy. Someone I didn't talk to much but still loved and admired gone.

*** Bright Flash ***

My dad was on the phone with my mom. He handed me the phone.

"Baby Grammy's gone."

I tried not to cry in front of my dad. He didn't like it when I cried.

"Do you want to come down to Huntington?"

I asked my dad.

"No I don't want you there where they're all crying."

"Ok."

*** FLASH ***

My sister was at the podium, reading a hand written poem. I was sitting there in my seat. In the church. Crying. I didn't try to. I just couldn't stop. I always thought my grandma was too clingy and clean and grandma-y. But now she was gone.

**** FLASH ****

I finally woke up. With tears in my eyes. It was still really early, so. I took off my bandages to let my cuts breath and fell back asleep.

*** Le Time Skippy ***

I woke up ( again ) to the door opening. I was still half asleep so I couldn't see who it was. I rubbed my eyes and saw...

**** A/N ****

Aahhhh cliffhangers. Doncha just love'm?!

HEHEE sorry for the wait. School sometimes!! Anyway thanks for reading.

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