I'm confused

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I was walking back in the building and it was lunchtime so nobody really was in the hallway except darren who was apparently walking up to me and tell me why i feel so nervous.

"Where were you" darren said sounding angry.

"What do you mean" i said trying not to tell him about me and malik going out today because that would make him even madder.

"You missed 1st, 2nd, 3rd, and 4th shana" darren said and i just thought dang how long was me and malik gone and at that moment of me thinking malik just walked into the school and it made me remember how malik was concerned about me and here i am trying to explain myself to darren when darren didn't even ask was i ok i mean he's the one who started this in the first place.

"How about you say are you ok or whats wrong you could of at least cared about me but all you care about was where was i what if something bad happened and it was serious and all you care about is being mad wondering where i was." I said getting mad at him.

"What" darren said like he didn't hear what i said.

"How come you not concerned about me" i asked angrily.

"I was concerned i asked you where you were" darren said like that fixed the whole situation.

"No i mean you didn't ask wasI ok about what happened today in stead you had an attitude where i was at" i said because I swear sometimes he just make me mad.

"Because i did now where did you go" darren asked again

"To get some alone time" i said making that up but I did want to be alone to think about that video situation so this is mostly true.

"Alone time"? Darren asked confused on my answer like he didn't know what that means i guess ill explain it to him.

"Yes alone time means you wanna be alone by yourself away from everyone else you know so you can think" i told him as i explained it to him like he was dumb.

"You should watch how you talking to me like I'm dumb" darren said ljke he was warning me well I'm tired of this stuff.

"Or what your gonna hit me infront of everyone" i said pointing to the crowd of people who are now watching our conversation and even malik is watching us.

"No but i will if i have to" he said coming closer to me and when he said he will hit me infront of everyone that surprised me because normally he'll do it when noone is around so now i know he's mad at me and the only way i can get away from him is to leave.

"Whatever" i said trying to walk away but darren grabbed my hand.

"Where you think you going" darren asked me turning me to face him.

"I'm going to go have some more alone time" i said while taking my hand out of darrens grip and trying towalk away but what darren said next made it impossible to not go off on him.

"No your not the least you can do is spend the rest of the day with me since you've been gone most of the day" darren said and thats when i turned around and just lost it and went off.

"The least you can do is not beat me up all the time when i see you with another girl juat so you can get your way" i yelled at him making eveyone who was not listening to me and darrens conversation turn towards us and and the people in the cafeteria come out to watch us and suddenly i regret saying that to darren because he was walking up to me.

"Look i won't do anything toyou because of all these people watching but i told you to watch your mouth so me and you will talk later" he said walking away and im confused that he didn't do anything to me right then and there but i know later that I'll soon regret it.

"Shana are you ok i tried looking for you but you were gone" candice said as she was walking up to me.

"Thats because i went to tim hortons with malik" and as soon as i said that face was priceless she was so shocked.

"Wait malik williams the cokey jerk" candice said describing the same boy i went out to eat with today malik.

"Yeah" i said shrugging my shoulders like it was no big deal when it was a big deal because it was malik williams i mean hello he's hot but I'm not telling candice because she'll try to hook us up and talk to me about going with him all the ti e and nope i can't deal with that right now i have other things to worry about like darren.

"Wow and i heard you and darrens argument all the way in the cafeteria" candice said as her face turned from happy to concerned and worried.

"Yeah he was mad" i said as i was remembering that darren said we'll talk later.

"Who cares" candice said but she doesn't know what darren can do and what he has done to me.

"I do and i don't wanna talk about it so can you just drop me off at home because I don't wanna go with darren" i asked candice because who knows what he'll do when were alone.

"Of course and on the way you can tell me about your date with malik" candice said while winking at me.

"It was not a date though most of the time i was confused on how he acted when i mentioned the video of me getting beat by darren" i told candice because malik did act a little weird.

"Maybe he was just sad abiut the situation and didn't know how to comfort you" candice suggested.

"I dont know it was the way he acted which made me confused" i told candice i mean it was like malik knew something i didnt about the video.
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