SILENT || JJK FF - 16+ ||

50. Denialism?

Sohee looked at you and then she slowly shook her head "No, I didn't give up on him.." then she looked front saying flatly "That night I was in dilemma and I requested my mom that I wanted to get marry but I also got the opportunity to signed the contract abroad and my mom brainwashed me that if I have this opportunity then I can stand beside him without being burden to him and looked down upon, Y/n .... you must know the feelings of being burden and looked down upon, don't you?"

You suddenly felt cold as if someone had poured a cold bucket of water on you, you couldn't figure it out what she wanted to say, because the situation was totally different for you, you're about to write but she held your hand "Eventhough, I didn't make it clear to him but I thought accepting his trophy was accepting his proposal, so if I told him that I was going to abroad then I would be not able to make it out for myself, I knew he would be angry, he would never let me go .... so I didn't inform him, I wanted him to calmed down first before I tell him the reason because i believe that he will understand, what's more we have quarreled so many times and made up at the end... I had no time for anything but to rehearsal and I got so many messages from him ... I know I didn't reply to him at that moment, because I had a pressure for my first show ... after the show I wanted to explain it to him ... but within just 3 months ... I got a news of him getting married."

She took a deep breath "You know at that time, how I felt?"

She spoke with one breath, she looked hurt and she panted her eyes were red and straight looked at you, she pinched your wrist gritting her teeth "You... you took advantage of my absence and snatch my man, I thought he was just spreading news as he wanted to take revenge on me, at that moment, I almost went crazy and broke everything around my room and throw my clothes and shoes, I was completely decedent, I was in so much pain and I hate him for betraying me!"

"But, later the truth I knew was that Min family was the one who set him up! Grandpa Jeon forced him to get marry to you."

You looked at the ferocious face but there was no traces of the elegant and noble woman as you saw earlier on the stage instead she looked fierce as if she wanted to tear you up.

You moved your hand trying to get rid of from her hold but she pinched it even harder "When I saw the report in the newspaper I was almost broke down, my restraint and pride were broken into pieces at that moment, I thought he would come after me or wait for me but he married you, Min Y/n... who do you think, you're? The Min was verge of bankrupt and they pushed to the Jeon's to seek financial help, they died to escape the responsibility, your brother was good for nothing and you're just a mute, how could he marry you! Who do you think you're? You're worthy of him!"

The veins on your forehead throbbed, no matter how gentle you're, you couldn't bear all those accusations at this time, you shook off her hand and stood up and type your voice to express your anger.

"Since, you love him so much and couldn't bear the pain of separation from him then why do you have to go to abroad? You said this and that and you can compare with him but in my opinion, you just can't let go of your ambition, you just want your career and love to be greatest success but you can't accept your fault of not being responsible in your relationship."

Sohee glared at you and shouted standing up " What do you know! We're not in same boat, you can live shamelessly under Jeon Jungkook's wings, I'm not as frivolous as you!"

You also didn't show any sign of weakness and continue voicing "You're so selfish and just pretended to be lofty breaking your love, you can't blame others, you think you're so important after rejecting him and ran to abroad regardless of his thoughts and without giving him proper explanation? Just leaving him in his silent pain, why are you so sure that he will definitely understand you and wait for you?"