SILENT || JJK FF - 16+ ||

91. Paper Heart?

Sunshine hold the milk bottle and drink it, staring at Namjoon with her big eyes as if she was afraid that he would disappeared, Namjoon chuckled and touched her little face lovingly "Don't worry, I won't let her leave you, she's your mother."

Sunshine took a deep breath and throw the milk bottle aside and move her little mouth "Pa-papa.." she called out for the first time.

Namjoon was stunned for a moment and was so happy "Babygirl, call me again?"

"Papa." she said clearly, you came down, Namjoon looked up at you excitedly "Listen, Sunshine called me Papa just now." he lifted sunshine and babygirl's calf was kicking in the midair.

"Called me again? Baby?"

"Mama." when she saw you, she refused to say 'Papa' again no matter how much Namjoon pester "It's strange, she clearly said just now." he touch little one's mouth with his finger but she stuck out her tongue to suck his finger.

You smiled and carried her "Alright, you should go now." distance between you two was close that Namjoon could feel the fresh scent of your body, your face was clean eventhough the mark was still faintly on your skins, he felt comfortable than before.

He went to take shower and you coaxed Sunshine to sleep first, after shower Namjoon came down and you settled babygirl in her crib.

You took the medicine and asked Namjoon to sat down in the living room and you started to applied some ointment on his injury, his eyebrows twisted "Is it painful?" you're cautious, he smiled "I feel very comfortable to see you feel sorry for me, it shows that you care about me." he said in a low voice and stretch out to hold your hand, both's eyes meet... out of panic you pressed his wound making him hissed.

"Pardon!"

Namjoon knitted his brows "Although you made me happy, I still feel pain." his bruises were more obvious on his handsome face after shower, you glared at him and grabbed his hands to put on his knees like a primary school student.

You raised your head and picked up the cotton then blew it on his jaw, the air came from your mouth had reduced the burning sensation and his heart softened, when he saw your pouted lips blowing air seriously "Y/n."

You looked up at him, your pink lips were tender and seductive however your eyes were pure, bright and clear.

For a man, this kind of woman was just more pure and enchanting, his adam apple bobbed up and down and his body slowly move, you watch as he approached slowly slowly the distance between getting closer, he bent down... the gentle and handsome face gradually enlarged infront, when he approach you to kiss on your lips, his eyes closed and just a inch away but he didn't feel those soft lips nor did he feel your gentle breath touching his face, he slowly opened his eyes and saw you turned around your head.

"Why?" you heard a low voice "Y/n... I love you."

You stepped back and took a deep breath "Joon, I can't.." you shook your head painfully "He has a marriage certificate, what if.." you don't know, you can't be in a relationship with him.

Jeon Jungkook, he succeeded, only in these few minutes he had created a barrier between you and Namjoon.

Namjoon's breath sank and he held your hand "As long as you don't have him in your heart, you can accept...." he was not confident enough because you completely didn't believe in him, there was a real child between you and Jungkook, this was an unbreakable connection while you and Namjoon was not even Sunshine's biological parents.

"I don't ..." you said unsure "He has a marriage certificate." which you can't go and asked him to let you see "My relationship with him ... i have to figure it out."