After short lunch, you rushed away with Sunshine, to put it bluntly, you wanted to avoid that man, you didn't want to get in touch with that person anymore but there was a child dispute between, the feeling that made you suffocated and the fear had been already burning in your heart and it had become an instinct as he attracts countless strom in your life.
When you returned, Namjoon was sitting in the living room, you handover Sunshine to him and he came to informed that you needed to accompany him to go to the Kim's old house for the death anniversary of Kim Hongjoong.
Mr Kim was not feeling well, one of the biggest sorrow for man was the loss of his son in his old age, that old man must be upset, Sunshine was Kim's only bloodline and Mr Kim valued her so much and didn't want to suffer a little loss.
Old man almost went on his knees for Sunshine, she's Kim's treasure.
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Next morning, you wake up Sunshine early, she couldn't open her sleepy eyes, you had to put new black dress for her and tied her hair then you also changed into black dress.
The little girl lay on your shoulder and continue her sleep, she was so naive and have no idea that her biological parents were gone, she knew nothing, Chaewon's last word was that she didn't want her daughter to know about their existence, so she could live happier.
She didn't even have them in her memory, her father died before her birth but she needs to know about her family background in the future, so about her parents death.
She shouldn't forget the person who gave birth to her, especially because she was lucky enough to survive, without her Kim family would be completely gone.
Mrs Jung didn't give birth to Kim's child after Namjoon because she didn't want to make things difficult for Kim, Hongjoong was sensitive at that time and he was dissatisfied with his father's marriage, Mrs Jung only needed to give Namjoon a home to live and grew in, she was just afraid that Hongjoong will blame and had to face the tragedy to robbing the family properties, that's why Namjoon was told countless time that he needed to worship Kim family, no matter how they treat them, he shouldn't go after their properties or company's.
Eventhough, Mr Kim regretted being indifferent to Namjoon, he was still known as Kim family's second son, so there was nothing to complain about.
Namjoon had long know that he didn't belong to the Kim's, in addition to the video of you and Namjoon, that was chaotic at that time, people were gossiping that Chaewon desperately try to killed the descendants of the Kim family.
No matter how many places you went, you couldn't find the peace with this fact, insomnia and nightmare in your heart bothering you for a long time.
Kim family was good to you only because of Sunshine, anyhow Mr Kim wanted her granddaughter to stay alive, Sunshine needs complete home.
Mr Kim had asked about marriage countless time but still there was no answer, Namjoon was there waiting as you haven't gotten rid of the past shadow, he was afraid that if he insisted on fighting with Jungkook and force you to do something that you don't give your consent, he was afraid that you will return to two years ago and completely be broken again, you were just a person who was made up of fragments and had no Soul, just like a walking corpse.
He owed you something, so he was willing to used the rest of his life to make up for it.
All the Kim family's people and servant went to the tombstone to pray for the death souls, you held Sunshine and let her kneel down infront of her parents tombstone and folded her hands today goodbye to her parents.
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FanfictionThe saddest kind of sadness is when your tears can't even drop and you feel nothing, It's like the world has just ended, you don't cry, you don't hear, you don't see. And you don't Talk!
