SILENT || JJK FF - 16+ ||

72. Bad faith?

"Joon? Is it true what was they're saying!" as soon as Namjoon reached his apartment, Chaewon appeared infront of him, he frowned slightly and asked in a low voice "Did he tell you?"

Hongjoong had already known about this matter when he saw the news "Yes." Chaewon nodded and clenched her fists, she was stopped by her husband at first but she needs to know to completely give up on him, the Jeon family had left him outside for decades, ignoring him however after he had recognized his biological father, he betrayed Kim family?

"Do you want to go back to the Jeon's and fight against the Kim's now?"

Namjoon looked at the woman infront of him indifferently "Was it because of me?"

Namjoon nodded admitting "At that time, you were." he didn't deny that his lover was forced another man which was a great blow to him, what kind of hatred and despair was the humiliation he felt when he was unable to resist? After knowing his background, he understand that when Hongjoong arranged a marriage between Kim families, Mr Kim didn't think about him at all, because he was not his biological son and the blood of the Kim family was not on his body.

When he was angry, the whole world was his enemy, Chaewon's eyes filled with tears "Back then, I have puts you down, I'm sorry."

"Don't waste time on me, Chaewon." he already admitted to the fate and he didn't want to give her any hope, now they should be two crossing lines that had been missed, there's no possibility between then anymore.?

As he said, he opened the shoe cabinet and was about to change his shoes, Chaewon immediately notice the changes "Is it because of her!" Chaewon took out the pair of slippers "Who is she!"

Namjoon gradually straightened up and spread out his palm to her saying calmly "Give it to me."

Tears fell down from her eyes and she shouted "Let me ask you, who is she?" the shrill scream made his eardrums ache, looking at her ferocious face, Namjoon had to comfort her first and put down his hand and tried to approach her "Chaewon, you're pregnant be careful to control your emotions, calm down can you?"

"How can I calm down?" she shook her head and took a step back tears falling from her eyes, she had never stopped loving him, she chocked with despair and wanted to throw the slippers away, he even wanted to keep a pair of slippers? What about their feelings? Why didn't he hold on until the end?

Namjoon's eyes were calm without any fluctuation but he no longer looked at her gently, slippers twisted in under her grips "Is she better than me!" she stared at him, this time she must getting a reason to give up on him?

Namjoon lowered his eyes and passed by her then sit down on the sofa in the living room, she turned to look at him and demand "Speak! Is she better than me! How could you fall in love with her!"

Namjoon's throat rolled "The feeling is there or not, it has nothing to do with you."

Her face turned pale and eyes widened, before he wasn't willing to respond but now he finally admitted, even if he has feelings, it's none of her business? "Your feelings for me are gone!" she muttered, her body violently shaking and before she could think of anything, she suddenly shows painful experience and the slippers fell down on the ground as she held her belly with her both hands and knelt down on the ground.

"Chaewon!" Namjoon noticed that something was wrong with her and immediately ran over to grabbed her, her forehead covered with sweat and she grabbed his arms painfully and eyes fixed on him "Joon, Namjoon....why? Why don't you stick to me? You knew it, I was forced to marry him? I ..."

Namjoon held her in his arms, there was no sign of bleeding, her hormones must be provoked by her emotions, that's why she felt pain, her eyes are filled with desperation, she wants this child to gone ....this child only brings her pain, she wanted to be with him for lifetime however....