SILENT || JJK FF - 16+ ||

89. Bottomless pit of despair?

You drove towards Community resident's, the speed of car was slower which made you feel closer to the old place and became more timid, familiar road and familiar little park, there were children playing in the small park, you stopped the car and scan the children's hoping that Seol could be among them.

You looked at the other side of the window and saw the tall building in the distance "Sunshine, mom used to live here."

Looking at this familiar building, your eyes darkened and you felt a full pain in your heart "Ma..mama." Sunshine also glanced at the direction you pointed, you came to your sense and sniffed and pointed towards another direction "Dad used to live there."

The little girl turned her head curiously but she found nothing interesting instead looked at the children playing, this place was still lively, there was a child swinging on the swing, you pointed on it again "Mom has also sat on this swing."

And you still remembered that the first time you meet Chaewon here.

You sniffed again and collected those negative emotions to put aside, you stopped the car subconsciously on the roadside blocking the way, which made the car behind honked the horn a few times, you're startled and took a look from the rearview mirror, although you saw the vague man's shadow in the sunlight, your body became stiff and you felt that your breath was about to stop.

You swallowed hard and forced yourself to withdraw your gaze and stepped on the gas pedal then drove forward avoiding the person in the car behind.

Jungkook glanced at it and turned the steering wheel then drove towards Community resident's gate ahead.

"Ma..." Sunshine cried because of fear when you drove the car in a fast speed, when you saw the car entered inside the community resident's gate in the rearview mirror, you stepped onto the brake, your heart was beating fast and your hands were holding the steering wheel tightly, the muscles all over your body was also tight, there was something stirring in your eyes.

But when you heard Sunshine crying, you came back to your senses and was shocked, you frowned and took a deep breath trying to squeeze out a smile "Baby." you touched her little head "It's fine, let's go back to the home."

After coaxing her, you drove back.

That night, after taking a shower you looked at yourself in the mirror, you thought that you had survived and could come back to face it but when you really saw that person, your memories of the past flooded up in an instant and almost drowned you.

After leaving the country, you went in Japan, it was peaceful there but your heart was still stuck in the country and you wanted to escape away from all those things, however you still had nightmares every night, you keep worshipping the Buddha and wonder around few more countries, little by little you started to find your strength.

When you decided to come back, you didn't want to be the disgusting mute you were before, you wanted to show your strength, that's why you went to checked up with export and found about your mutism then had a intense surgery.

But as soon as you saw that person, your heart was aroused by the fear, everything about the Jeon's was your nightmare?

How could you will be able to face those at the charity party in such a state?

There was a knocked on the bathroom door, you looked at the door with a mechanical smile "Y/n?"

Namjoon's voice came over, you walked out, he observed your expression "What's wrong?"

You scratched your half dry hair "Nothing, what's the matter?"

"The dress for the charity party was send over, would you like to go and have a look?" it was delivered before the banquet, you nodded and walked out of the room, in the living room you're stunned at the moment when you saw the dress.