Bring It Back

Dallas

I pushed down my dress a bit as Cameron drove down the road to somewhere. He wouldn't tell me. We had a wonderful dinner, he was really sweet. He pulled up to a spot I would never guess. Shawn and I's spot. The moon was so big tonight. He helped me out of the car and whipped out a blanket laying it on the ground. My eyes began to water and I exhaled audibly.

"You okay?" He asked confused holding my hand.

I nodded and sniffled. He smiled as we just sat there watching everything. Cameron was really good guy but he wasn't my Shawnie. He smiled and breathed in the fresh air.

"I drove by this early and loved it!" He said.

I smiled and nodded.

"Cass, I really like you" he said facing me.

I smiled and patted the top of his hand.

"I like you too Cameron"

I laid down watching the stars as they twinkled in my eye.

"Don't worry Cass, everything will be okay" he said reassuring me.

Will it?

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Cam and I went on a couple others dates and so basically we're dating. I still don't feel as comfortable but I really like Cam. He's perfect. Almost too perfect for me. He really liked me more then I thought. I rolled over on the couch facing Cameron and that cute smile of his. He kissed my forehead wrapping his arm around me. I heard a loud knock and a burst of guys came through the door.

"What's up babay!" Gilinsky yelled kissing my cheek.

I chuckled and hugged him back. The guys wrapped their arms around me chuckling and I smiled.

"They came over to do a video if that's okay with you sweetie?" Cam asked with puppy dog eyes.

"yeah sweetie" Matt mimicked fluttering his eyelashes at me.

"Sure I'll watch" I chuckled shaking my head.

I looked behind the jacks and saw the most beautiful face ever: Shawn.

"Hi Shawn" I said smiling.

"Hey Cass" he replied.

Cam looked at us back and forth and pushed me to the side. They all jumped on the couch setting up the camera. I sat in the chair behind it and smiled at the group of goofballs.

"What's up guys!" Cameron yelled holding his hands out to the camera.

Everyone cheered and rooted.

"It's Cameron and I'm here with a group of buddies to do some challenges and what not!"

They all started doing there thing and they would make me laugh so hard. But I couldn't stop staring at Shawn. He looked so depressed looking around my house. He locked eyes with me and bit his lip. I blushed and pushed my hair back.

"Thanks for watching guys! Love you!" Cameron yelled.

Everybody blew kisses and smiled into the camera. Shawn broke his stare with me and smiled at the camera too. Cameron shut the camera off and the guys high fived each other.

"Alright what should we do now?" Johnson said jumping up from the couch as everyone did the same.

Everyone shrugged and Aaron suggested swimming at the pool I worked at. I grabbed my keys and my lifeguard sweater. I pulled it on and smiled as Cameron kissed my cheek. Shawn had his guitar strapped to his back as everyone shuffled into the car. Shawn, Cameron, and I we're all silent it was really awkward. I unlocked the fence and everyone immediately jumped in except Shawn and I. I sat on the chair watching my handsome boyfriend play around in the water.

"Cass come on!" He yelled.

I shook my head and pointed to my stomach which meant cramps. He smiled and nodded knowing what it meant. Shawn was twiddling with the chords and leaned in nudging him. He chuckled and looked up at me.

"Anything new?" I asked.

"Yeah kinda- not really" he shrugged.

"Can I hear?" I said smiling.

He began to play this somewhat upbeat song.

"Now that I'm with out your kisses, I'll be needing stitches" he sang so incredibly it gave me goosebumps.

"Wow! Shawn! That was really good!" I said excitedly.

"Yeah well it's about you-"

"W-what?" I said dazed.

He nodded and bit his lip.

"Sorry I shouldn't have said anything" he said standing up running out to the car.

"Shawn-" I said trying to stop him.

I looked at Cameron as he smirked sadly.

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I woke up around 12:30. I was home alone because all the guys were at the motel. I rubbed my eyes and heard rocks tapping at my window. I ran over and saw Shawn with his guitar. I smiled and leaned against the rim of my window. He started playing the song he showed me earlier today.

"Gotta feeling that I'm going under but I know that I'll make it out alive" he sang smirking.

I shook my head and chuckled. He ran off not saying anything. I looked confused and closed my window. Shawn didn't stop there. He did this every night for about a week. When Cameron left to take care of some business Shawn would come at least twice a day. It was really sweet but he's gonna get caught. I don't want anything to happen to Shawn it'll kill me. I rolled over in bed and sighed texting Cam asking him when he's coming back. Maybe Cameron coming back will get my mind off of Shawn. The boy who stole my heart. He still holds it I swear. I love Cameron but Shawn's my soulmate. I can feel it my bones.

"Now that I'm without your kisses, I'll be needing stitches" I hummed crawling in bed.

"Fuck" I sighed closing my eyes.