Better Off Alone. (Justin Bieber Fanfiction)

Chapter 21

Julia Stark 

The delivery man came, and Jason insisted we build the bed first, he was screwing and banging, while I took the plastic off the mattress, 

hardest job ever. 

He bought a king bed, it was huge, I help him lift up the mattress and put it on the frame, 

I stood back and he wrapped his hands around my waist,

"thankyou" he says in my ear, 

"that’s okay" I said turning around in his arms, 

His eyes are like heaven, 

His head dips and he kisses me, our lips start to move, as he lays me on the bed, I climbs on top of me, our kisses getting rougher and rougher, his hands were under my shirt resting above my waist,

He moves his lips to my neck, 

lord knows what that looks like, 

He moves his hands higher and my shirt is going over my head, 

"anyone ever told you your sexy as fuck?" 

I shake my head, 

"well Julia, let me be the first, you baby are. sexy as fuck" 

I could say the same about him,

I sit up, and wrap my legs around his waist, he was on his knees on the bed, before he pushes me into the back board of the new bed, 

He head buried, into my neck sucking and licking, 

My head was thrown back in pleasure, he knows what turns me on, 

"Jasonnn" I moan biting my lip stopping it from getting louder, 

His head pulls away from my neck, and he looks up at me, he needs his fringe cut I can only just see his eyes, 

"yes" he smirks, 

"please" I say, 

"please what" he says, 

"do something. Anything" I say, I had never felt this way, in my life, 

his hands reach my pants and he pulls them down to my ankles then throws them on the floor, 

He's quick. 

"I'll do what I can" he whispers in my ear, 

His fingers hook under my underwear, I'm getting self conscious,

I'm groomed, it will be alright, what if he does it wrong,

What's he gonna do? 

I don't like this, 

I sit up and push him off me, before picking up my pants, and sliding them up my legs, 

"Babe what's wrong" he says, grabbing my waist, 

"sorry, I have to go" I say, turning my shirt the right side out and putting it over my head, 

"sorry" I say again, shutting his bedroom door, before opening the front door and walking to my house.

"Mum I'm home" I say, 

"ok... what happened to your hair?"

I rung my fingers through my almost 'sex hair' 

"it was windy" I say, she looks out the window

“it’s not—I’ll be in my room” I cut her off, and walk to my room shutting the door, 

I sit on my window sill, 

*beep* 

I look down at my phone, 

From Jason: Babe, why?

To Jason: I just didn’t want that. 

From Jason: sorry who was the one moaning in my ear ‘do something. anything’ ;) babe you wanted it. 

To Jason: I did but I didn’t, I didn’t know what you were going to do, that’s all. 

From Jason: I was just gonna stick a few fingers in you. Fuck.

To Jason: I'm sorry if I didn't want to be fingered by you!

From Jason: you should grow up, every girl your age has been fingered I can assure you that. 

To Jason: well I only just moved here.

From Jason: thing called fitting in. 

I put my phone down, and sigh loudly, 

He just changed suddenly. Why?