It's All Over Fairytail

Ch. 20 All of the Reasons why my Life became the way it is

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Lucy POV

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. This was crazy, I was in Natsu Dragoneel's head. My first instinct was to go and try to mess with his mind and make him suffer. However, something told me that this definitely wasn't the time. I had so many things I wanted to tell him. About my anger, regrets and old feelings. I don't know what came over me but I just started to spill everything, as if he was next to me.

"Its all my fault, I hate you, I-"

"Who the crap is this voice in my head or am I hallucinating?!" I heard Natsu say from the mirage.

My heart quickened, Natsu could hear me... I could finally warn him about the upcoming problem! "Hey, Natsu? Go to somewhere where there aren't any people and then I'll explain the mysterious voice."

I thought Natsu wasn't going to listen but when I  looked through the mirage, we were already out of the guild's doors and sprinting to Magnolia's park. Natsu found an empty area and sat down.

"Now, who is this mysterious voice in my was and what are you doing in my head?" He demanded.

I took a deep breath an said, " It's me Natsu, Lucy."

I heard Natsu's breath hitch, "L-Lucy?!"

"Yeah..."

"IMSOSORRYANDWILLYOUPLEASEFORGIVEMEIWASBEINGAHUGEBAKAANDJUSTPLEASE-"

"NATSU!" I cut him off.

Natsu immediately shut up and I continued.

"If you will just give everything a moment, I will explain everything from beginning to end."

Natsu Pov

Lucy took and deep breath and started. I had sat down and prepared myself for what was going to come. I sat up and I heard Lucy's voice echo through my mind once again.

"Ok, so I guess I'm going to start from the very beginning, if you don't mind." She spoke slowly

"Go ahead," I replied

"So, I'm going put this really bluntly, you hurt me. A lot. That day you introduced me to Fairytail, it was like all a dream and I was so grateful. You have absolutely no idea how much that meant me, and all of our crazy adventures with our team? I loved every single one of them even  if we ended up destroying and paying for the damage we caused from our pay." Lucy chuckled and continued,

"...On that day you save me from Gajeel and Master Jose?... Before I jumped from the tower, I called out to you knowing that; you would always be there for me. I guess that's when I realized that I really liked you. Not just as friends but maybe as something more. I knew that whenever I was in trouble, you would always be there for me and that I would do the same."

I felt like someone slapped me with an electric shock ball. Lucy... Had liked me? I tried to form words but nothing would come out. 

"The funny thing was that, whenever we went on missions or any jobs, I kept falling for you. Then there was Edolas. I met Lisanna there and she was so nice and caring for everyone's being. When we got back, I thought Lisanna would be all happy and... we could be all family again!" 

I could hear Lucy's voice crack a bit as she struggled to continue. 

"BUT NO! No... instead I was ignored. I mean, I tried to be friends with Lisanna but I was always pushed out by the rest of you guys. I'm sure Lisanna is a nice person but gosh... It was like I was invisible... and on that day. That day you kicked me off the team. Why? I mean there's no limit to a team is there? Was I really that much of a burden?"

"Lucy-"

"- That day, I couldn't take it anymore. It was all just too much, so I left. I trained really hard, to prove to you, to Fairytail that I wasn't weak. On my journey, I met Violet. She showed me many other aspects of life and then I joined Sabertooth. I felt at home there because people accepted me there."

I just couldn't believe my ears. I had been being a complete jerk. 'WELL NO DUH NATSU!' my conscience screamed at me. Ouch... All the things Lucy had just said really sunk in and I was in shock.

"Lucy... I'm sorry. I really am. You have no idea how I feel right now." I spoke slowly. "I had mixed feelings and took them all out on you. I don't expect forgiveness or anything but... Someday, I really do hope that we can start over..."

Lucy laughed a bit, "That was super Cliche..." There was a pause then Lucy's voice spoke again, "And I don't know yet Natsu. Give me some time to think it over, you've done so much and it's not like a "sorry" is going to make up for all that you've done..."

I nodded already knowing that this answer was to come. I felt like a ton of bricks were lifted off my shoulders and I smiled.

Lucy POV

"Hey Natsu?" I slowly said.

"Yeah? What's wrong now?"

"Umm, so I have a feeling that this is totally going to ruin the moment here but I have something extremely serious and somewhat important that I really need to tell you.

"... What happened?"

"Err... Um... I ALSO may or may not have made a deal with a spirit that also happened to be the spirit of all chaos and destruction to torture Fairytail for the past 10 or 11 days... And the spirit may or may not have taken over my body which explains why my voice is in your head and the spirit may or may not be using my powers to cause massive destruction..." I said all in one breath.

I could see Natsu's jaw drop and his eyes widen. Maybe that was too much information to take in.

"WHY WASN'T THIS THE FIRST THING YOU TOLD ME?!" yelled Natsu

"Because you would go all crazy like this?" I retorted

All of a sudden, I heard an explosion.

"W-what was that?" He nervously asked.

Then I heard giggling and insane laughter. Uh oh... Evil spirit alert.

A figure walked towards Natsu, it was my body, with red glowing eyes.

"Oh naughty, naughty little girl! What are you doing in someone else's mind?" Said the evil spirit who currently occupied my body.

Suddenly, I feel something pulling me. My eyes closed as a forceful sensation pulled me into darkness.

Is this really confusing? Im sorry! The story is going to end soon so yay! And no!!! Oh well, I hope this chapter was ok!  >_<

-Melody160