EMERSON
"Sebastian, you wanted to talk to me?"
I walked down from our stairs to the kitchen. The scent of candles lit in our living space, Sebastian, I see sat at our island.
"Emerson baby, what is this..?"
Sebastian asked nearly sounding... sorrowful? I walk behind him and lead in over his shoulder. My arms subconsciously wrap around his tarso.
It's only then that I see that it's my phone in his hand, after my lips brushed his cheek. My eyes widened.
"Emerson." Sebastian turns to me now, placing my phone flat down on the wood of our island. "Is there something you're not telling me, or want to tell me?"
I stiffen, when I look into his eyes. Theres this side of me that causes me to cave but I don't. "No." I lied, his eyes narrowed, brows rosed. That once concern was frosted still ,and replaced by a chance for me to correct my answer.
If I told him I was still insecure, even after everything's Sebastian's proven that nothing I'd do will never burden me, I still, in myself, doubt. I didn't trust myself... or him.
"Emberson-" his tone leaves no room for argument. Hand clearly holding the prove of my insecurity
"These posts, say otherwise." I couldn't help it once those four words leave I could feel me eyes moist with tears. Sebastian pulled me in and I wrapped my shaking arms around him.
I sniffled and my voice ragged. "I don't know what to do, babe."
He cressed my back on gentle pats. "You could start by telling me, why you started doing this again?"
I bared my face into his chest. "I've just been feeling negative feelings ...I don't know, I'm sorry.."
Sebastian frowned pulling me closer. "Emerson-?" his voice edged with something i couldn't picture in an emotion. He lifted my face up to his a gesture that told me he was willing to listen to me. His tone caring.
I sighed, my body lifted up, arms crossed over me. "I feel like I've just sitting around doing nothing, while you work? I feel like im not pulling enough of my weight around the house."
He gives me full attention, nodded, then. Not angry, but a calm understanding glaze, as if seeing me, really looking. "Emerson, you and I both know that's hogwash, you do so much just as equally as me, I come home ,and im met in your arms, the house cared for, my landry folded stacked and placed, a hot home meal cooked and prepared- even though you aren't obligated to. I will always be grateful to that."
He smiled and I couldn't help but do the same.
"I love you, Baby, and only you,and nothing on this plaint's going to change that fact."
"I love you too." I match his loving grin with my own. He wiped away my tears and helped me blow my nose grabbing a few tissues from our counter behind a few papar plates.
I laid my head in his lap while we watched a movie and ate popcorn until I'd fallen asleep. I felt carry me and instinctively wrapped my arms around him, my eyelids fluttering slightly when he sets me down carefully and tucked me in.
"Don't worry about the post I'll delete it, you just go to sleep, we'll talk about this more in the morning." he kissed my forehead.
I knew what he meant by 'talk' but was to tired to react as I let myself go further into sleep.
(Morning)
"Ooo MmmMm babe please!" I didn't even wake up a full thirty minutes of breakfast down my stomach or dish washing after, when Sebastian takes me across his knee.
The moment I'd finished I found myself face inches down into the carpart arms out stretched to keeping myself steady, legs also stretched to the other side of his lap.
His arm laid into my back pinning me in place his other delivering a rhythm of solide swats to my rump.
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" Sebby Babe, Please!"
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"What have I said about negative post?"
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"OW To tell you if somethings bothering me and not to post or say anything that will affect my wellbeing!"
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"And did you break that rule last night, young lady?"
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"YESSSSSS!"
I sob after he pulls me up onto his lap shushing me. I go wash my plate and his and we enjoy the rest of our noon. I'm feeling much better with a new sense of self acceptance
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Mrs Emerson Michaels
FanfictionA year into their relationship of marriage Emerson, and Sebastian have never been even more meant for each other then of now. SURE Emerson can be a bit of a quote 'badass wifu' as in of doing things she knows she's not suppose to, and a tan on her...
