°•Various One-Shots/Short Stories•°

Connor Kenway(x)Reader (Sweet Cremé)

All our twisted thoughts, free flow.
To everlasting memories.

Show soul.

He kissed the stars with me.
And we dread the wait for, stupid calls returning us to life.

We say to those who are in love, It can't be true, 'cause we're too young.

I know that's true, because, so long I was, so in love with him, so I thought.

A year, goes by.
And I can't talk about it.

I'm on my knees, dim lighted room.
Thoughts free flow.
Try to consume myself, in this.

I'm not faithless.
Just paranoid, of getting lost or that I might lose.

Ignorance is bliss, cherish it.

Pretty neighborhoods.

I learn too much, to hold.
Believe, it not.

And I'll fight the tears, with pretty smiles, and lies about the times.

A year goes by.
And I can't talk about it.

The times, weren't right.
And I couldn't talk about it.

Choris romance says 'goodnight'.
He closed his eyes and I closed mine. Remembering him, remembering me
Hurt the first, the last, between.

But, I'm praying.
That we will see, something there, in between.
Then and there, that exceeds so we can dream.

So we can talk about it.

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He was the light.

He's the cure, he's the pain.
But, he's the only thing I want to touch.
I never knew that it could mean so much.

The warmth that stains my cheeks, like fire against my skin.

I yearn for his touch.
His breathe, against my ear.
His lips, connected to mine.

A instanteous knock startles me.

Brushing away the tears, I shuffle towards the door.

"Who is it?" My voice, brittle.

"Connor."

My heart halts in my chest.

"Connor, I--"

"Just hear me out, please. May I come inside?"

Torn between forgiving and pushing away, I stand in silence for a brief moment.

"_______?"

Inhaling and exhaling deeply, I unlatch the door, sliding it open gradually.

"Thank you." He breathes.

I nod, signaling him to come inside.

Striding through, he speaks.

"I'm sorry. I am not looking for forgiveness. I only want to apologize for what I've done."

"Connor.. I'm not looking for an apology. I just want to know why."

"..I just- I do not know if I have an explanation. All I know, is that I had no intentions of hurting you. But, I did. I lost someone close to me. You were never the one to judge, you were never the one to reject me. I am not asking for you, to take me back. But, I know that I will never find another like you. That, is what hurts the most."

An eerie silence follows.

"I.. Don't know if I can forgive you. I'm sorry."

Grasping my wrist, he pulls me into his arms.

These arms.
They made me feel safe and secure once.

The tears threaten to fall and my eyes begin to sting.

Don't cry. Don't cry.

I chant within.

Unfortunately, the body rules over the mind, and my tears flow freely.

Pushing me gently, from his chest.
He cradles my chin between his fingers, pressing his lips against my own, in a tender kiss.

Although, I want to resist, my body reacts on its' own.

I can feel myself beginning to melt.

My mind draws blanks and before I can comprehend the situation, Connor pulls me up, forcing my legs around his waist.

The intensity of the kiss, increases gradually.

"Mmm." My throat vibrates smoothly.

Between each breathy kiss, I attempt to speak.

"Connor." I pant. "We should--"

"Don't."

Pressing my back against the wall, he licks my bottom lip lightly, and pulls away.

"I'm sorry." He whispers.

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