I couldn't believe what I saw. My dad was calling for my name but I didn't listen I ran straight to my room and slammed the door shut.
I saw in my dads room a lady and him doing their contact. I'm not even going to say it because it was so horrible. Like I don't get it mom just passed and he's doing this! Why would he? And how long has he been doing this for?!
"Carter open the door!" He yelled threw my bedroom door as I didn't respond
"Honey please I can explain! I didn't mean it! It isn't what it looks like!" He said while he kept knocking on my door.
"Dad I don't even want to here it!"
I yelled back while I kept crying into my pillow.Time passed and I stayed up all night in my room and just cried. I missed my mum so much and I just can't deal with it. All I did was cry and I wrote a diary entry.
Dear Diary,
Yesterday was the day mum had passed away. She was killed and I don't know how or who would do this. Today has been confusing and i just feel lost. Today Luke asked me to be his girlfriend and I happily said yes, I mean I've been crushing on him for pretty long too so it was the right choice to say yes. I also found out today that my dad had a affair with some lady that I have never seen before! It made me so frustrated and mad I can't believe he would do this right after mum had died! I have a bad feeling that he was cheating on mum for a long time! And I don't feel safe to be at home because of mums passing and because I can't trust dad anymore. So that was all the shit that happened today and I didn't tell Like what happened I don't want to really talk to anyone right now I just need some space.And with that after my diary entry I fell in to a deep sleep after having a long day in my room doing nothing but crying.
Hi this is just a filler chapter because I didn't post in so long, and I'm soooooo soorrrrryyy!!!
Oh yah today is the 5sos concert in Toronto and I almost got tickets for like $20 that's so fricken cheap!!!! But guess what happened life fuckin fucked me up and I'm not going! So yah I officially hate my life!!!
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FanfictionThis is a story about a 14 year old girl named Carter who has to move to Australia after her dads new job project. She meets a boy named Luke who lives next door to her who is also the same age as her, they become amazing friends. Luke has a girlfr...