A week later

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It had been a week later and I already didn't know how I was going to say good bye even tho I would see dad again. I pushed the thought away as Michael came up behind me and grabbed me from around the waist and spun me around. I squealed making him laugh.
They was playing in a really big arena today and the bus was parked outside so we have the whole car park to go nuts in.
For some reason I decided I wanted to be alone so when Michael got talking to Mike I headed of for the curb.
When I sat down I let out a sigh.
I really wanted to live with Billie but at the same time I really wanted to get back to Ashton. I was so confused!!!
I don't know how I'm going to leave dad and I don't know how I could leave ash and the boys.
"You look troubled kiddo come tell papa"
I rolled my eyes and sighed.
"Hey you ok?"
"Yeah" I said leaning into Billie. He wrapped his arms around me. "It's just that when the three weeks are up I really don't know how I can leave you but I can't leave ash and the boys. I miss the others badly"
"You will see me many times after this" he said rubbing my back
"Yeah but...." I sighed and just leant my head into his chest.
Billie was suddenly called by someone and he swore under his breath and got up. He signalled to Mike for something and he soon came over to me.
"You ok squirt?"
I told him what I told dad and wow Mike is like the wise one.
I felt a lot better after talking to dad and Mike and walked back with Mike to Michael.
Tre seemed to have been called over as well so he was with Billie.
Michael walked over to us and bundled me in a hug
"Where were you?! I was talking to tre and then you just disappeared!"
"Sorry" I whispered into his chest
Oh my god he smelt good...wait what was I thinking that was strange and weird
"It's ok" he smiled
Billie and tre came back over and tre winked at me before running to the tour bus and Billie stood next to Mike.
I went over to Billie and hugged him and yawned. I didn't get any sleep last night because we kept going over bumpy roads and I am a very light sleeper.
I was lucky that dad seemed to be doing an all nightier that night and was watching TV.
I suddenly felt my eyes drop and I fell forward and dad caught me and picked me up cradling me and took me over to the bus and put me in a bed but it wasn't my bunk...
When I woke up I realised that I was in dads room as he had his own room. I sat up yawning and stretched and got out of bed. As I opened the door I almost jumped out of my skin as dad was right there.
"I was just about to come and take you into the arena" he grinned "and wow you are a light sleeper" he chuckled
I looked at him confused
"Tre stacked it and knocked a few things over and made a really loud crash and I was in my room getting something and I saw you wake up and went out and had a little go at tre and i thought you would have gone back to sleep"
"Ahh right" I giggled at the thought of tre stacking it.
Dad caught on to what I was thinking and before I knew it we were both on the floor wetting ourself laughing.
When we got into the arena me and Billie and Michael sat in the dressing room talking and going crazy while Mike helped tre with his drums.
That night the show went really well and I was so tired at the end of it.
In my bunk I had small blacked out windows with curtains over them. I pulled back the curtains and watched the trees and fields fly past and sighed and shut the curtains and turned over and got to sleep.

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