Did i make the right desision

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Dad was going to work soon and so was addie and the boys were at school.
I mean, God I loved it here but I had to admit I was getting bored easily. I missed all the fun and just being with the boys...
I shook my head and decided to go go and take a walk to get my mind off of things.
"Dad!" I called
"Yeah peach?" He called
"I'm going for a walk!"
"Babe I'm right here" he chuckled and I went red  realising I was shouting at no one.
"Oh" I giggled
"Look just be careful" I nodded giving him a kiss before walking out.
Immediately I pulled out my phone ringing Michael and broke down the minute he answered the phone.
"Michael as much as I really love it here it doesn't feel right... I love Billie and all but.... I miss you guys far to much and not being with you..."
"Hey! Calm down ok, look talk to your old pal about it"
"I want to come home" I cried
Wow. Wait where did this come from?!
"Hey it's ok"
"No it's not, I can't just leave oh my god I don't know what to do!" I cried "God I love him so much I don't want to leave him but at the same time I just want to be with you and the boys" I sniffled
"Just go talk to Billie about it, we will always come get you and you know that"
"Ok and I know, I'll speak to you once I've spoken to him" I sighed feeling my anxiety come on.
Great.
I made my way back home and was about to knock on the door when Billie opened it.
"Oh, hey changed your mind?" He chuckled letting me in and I nodded giving him a small smile.
"Kitchen, now" he said pointing to the kitchen.
A little shocked I walked to the kitchen and sat down at the breakfast bar and he walked across to the other side and lent forwards.
"Baby what's wrong, it looks like you've been crying" he said worry evident in his voice.
"I have daddy, Im just so confused and torn right now" I sighed
"You want to be with the boys?" He asked and I knew he meant 5sos.
"Yeah... But not that I don't want to be with you! Hell I don't want to ever leave! But...I just... I don't know" I cried putti my head in my hands.
"Hey, peach listen to me, you know I will do anything to make you happy and you know that, if you want to go back with the boys, as long as they are fine with it then so am I"
"W-what?" I stuttered shocked at his answer.
"Look, he'll of corse I don't want you to go, I just want my baby here safe with me but I wasn't the one that adopted you and took you away from the pain, I didn't fight hard enough to come and find you, but the boys. They found you adopted you made you happy, and I just took you away from them, how about we swap, so you live with the boys and then you can come on tour with us every now and then and stay for a bit in the holidays?"
"Seriously?! But I feel to bad" I sighed
"Look this is all my fault putting all this pressure and stress, I never wanted to put all that on you and I am willing to do anything to make you happy again, as long as I can see you again I really don't mind if you go and stay with the boys, I'll call Ashton yeah?"
"Thank you" I whispered and ran around to him and he pulled me into a hug.
He grabbed his phone and it was giving me anxiety waiting for ash to pick up so I said I would go to my room and ran upstairs as fast as I could.
Not long after dad came back up with a soft smile.
"It's all sorted, your leaving in a week"
"Dad?" I whispered making him turn back around to face me.
"Hm?"
"Can we have a supernatural marathon?"
"Yeah I'd love that, how about you go get the blankets and pillows and all that shit and I'll go get the food?"
"Sure" I grinned and we both got to work in collecting everything we needed for this supernatural marathon.
Once I had everything I made my way downstairs and into the living room dumping it all on the sofa and sorting it all out. When I was done my mouth hung open. On the table was a plate full of pizza, there was also onion rings (holy crap they are the best...sorry) crisps, chips, cakes... There was a full on buffet.
"Shit" I whispered in amazement.
"Is that enough?" Dad asked
"Is that enough?! Shit dad that's loads! I can't wait for this!!"
He laughed and put the first season on and we both sat down cuddling into each other.
We had literally watched the whole season and we still had a lot of food to get to. Let's just say we won't be getting any sleep tonight.
"When does that Castiel guy come in?" Dad randomly asked
"Season three why?" I asked raising an eyebrow
"He's so badass"
"He's a big soft cute teddy Balearic angle who's cheeks I really want to pinch" I said smiling and earning a weird stare from dad before we busty out laughing.
I felt a lot more happy with the new decision I had made and I felt the feeling of feeling torn slowly melt away.
God I love Billie so much if he wasn't so understand I don't know what I'd do.
Then suddenly remembering I rand Michael back with a stupid smile on my face.

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