5sos adopted me !

I make the desision

The three weeks went quicker than I wanted it to.
I was up all night trying to make up my mind and I looked terrible. I looked out of the window by my bunk and sighed.
Today was going to be a difficult day.
I was interrupted from my thoughts by 5sos standing by my bunk.
"Hey" Calum smiled
"Hey" I whispered back
"We just wanted to tell you that we are almost here, and also, who ever you pick to live with, if you do pick Billie we won't be mad at you, as long as we can visit you" Calum smiled.
I nodded. That did not make things better, I knew Ashton would be destroyed...and I've gotten so close to Michael lately...
I got up and the boys left me to get ready.
When I was done I wanted to spend as much time as I could not being alone. I wanted to do things that would take my mind of my decision. It wasn't that I wasn't happy with it. If I wasn't I would have changed it. It was just that it made me feel guilty.
I plonked myself down and turned on the x box and started playing the last of us.
Michael came and watched me play groaning at how I was better at this game than he was.
When we finally arrived at the next venue I decided to explore a little before meeting the others by the stage.
I explored everything back stage and even got some merch for free. Yay!!
When I made my way back I found it harder to get rid of the guilt with every step I took.
The lump getting bigger and bigger.
Finally I managed to shove it aside just a little so I looked happy. I really wanted to enjoy this day as much as I could.
"There you are...is that free merch I see?!" Billie grinned and I grinned back.
I watched them play but at the same time I didn't. I just couldn't watch them. It was to hard. You'd think if I felt this bad after making my decision it meant to change choices but I know I'd feel the same way whoever I chose.
I decided to go on my phone for a while before joining 5sos on stage and managed to have fun almost forgetting my decision....almost....
Finally it was time to go back stage and I decided to stay with them instead of finding Billie and the other two American idiots.
I played with Michael's hair and styles it for him. He looked worried as he walked over to the bathroom mirror but when he came out he looked happier than ever.
"This is amazing thank you! Ashton look at my hair for I look pretty!!" Michael squealed.
Ashton just chuckled and shook his head.
"Well?" Michael pressed
"It looks amazing Michael" Ashton said sitting on a black chair that was by a mirror so he could sort his crinkled top out.
Calum and Luke were dancing like crazy people and soon Michael and Ashton were joining in.
I just watched and laughed. We even decided to do a mini Britons got talent and Michael won because he was the best singing kitten I'd ever heard. Ashton pretended to be one of those people who goes on a swearing rampage at the judges and stole all our water bottles so he could throw them and then Calum and Luke joined in and me and Michael made a B line for the door.
We ran laughing our heads off until I couldn't run anymore and Michael ran on screaming "your in your own! Every man for himself!"  
So like caught me and lifted me off my feet and ran after Calum and Ashton screaming "I've got her! Go get the kitten!"
All of a sudden we all heard Michael yell
"WHAT DID YOU JUST CALL ME!" Luke's, Ashton's and Calum's faces went pale and they ran away with a now fuming Michael chasing after them.
"Every man for himself!" We all yelled abandoning Michael.
Me and Luke somehow got separated from Ashton and Calum and the worse thing was, was that Michael chose to follow us.
Finally we managed to get away and I was set down as I was still in Luke's arms.
We pressed ourselves against the wall.
"Ok guys, whatever! I can't go any further! Someone give me pizza!" Michael yelled sounding extremely out of breath.
Luke walked around the corner to laugh at Michael. But it turns out Michael was tricking us as he lunged for Luke.
"See ya!" I yelled sprinting it down the corridor.
I smashed into someone hard and fell to the ground.
"I'm so sorry!" Ashton said pulling me into him.
I giggled "honestly it's fine....actually my knee really hurts..." I said realising the pain. I knew u hadn't broken it but it gave way anyway.
"Wo ok we need to get you medical attention, like right now"
He picked me up and luckily walked in the other direction which meant getting away from Michael.
"Where's Calum?" I asked wincing
"I have no idea, we all seemed to run separate ways" he chuckled
We finally reached medical and I was immediately sat down with my leg up and a very cold ice pack placed on my knee cap.
Finally one by one everyone came back and Michael seemed calm, but like in the other hand looked like he had just been dragged through hell.
"What happened?!" They all yelled
"She was running away from Michael at full speed down the corridor and I was to and we smashed into each other" Ashton stated
"Look, ash I know your superhero names smash but it doesn't mean you literally have to smash!" Michael yelled "no, but are you ok?! Im so sorry" he said kneeling down and hugging me and the others did to.
"Hey it's ok, it's no ones fault but my own, I shouldn't have been running so fast down the corridors" I sighed
"Boys your one in five" a man said and left us
"Crap we better get going" Luke said
They all kissed me on the forehead and said good bye.
"Wait! I want to watch at the wing!" I whined and Michael picked me up and we all made our way to the stage.
The concert went really well and now I was nervous as hell and was finding it hard to keep my panic and anxiety attack at bae.
We all sat down and I could see that everyone else was nervous to.
Ok... How exactly do I say this?....

"Um...I want to try living with Billie..."

Finally! I updated! I don't blame anyone who gave up in this story
I was going to leave it but my friend was pestering me to continue it and some people in the comments wanted me to continue it as well so I will try and get the next chapter up soon!
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